Roaming Through The Gates

2008-10-21T22:01:00.002+08:00

I WILL LOSE MY JOB IN NO TIME

thats the thing...basically will lose my job la.
as sch just started for me and attachments everywhere i cannot wrk that much le.
However jessie understands so is ruth but not this new incharge ... having much miserable and difficult time negotiating with them and it seems that they are getting rid of me due to new part time who came.

ok i must say it is just not my day or not my yr this yr bahs..

did not do anything wrong but kena like shit... donnoe what have i actually done with no regrets in wrk and do not request to leave early or report wrk late. jus donnoe why like that.

seems that i gonna get a new job soon... cos i cannot be so broke.

2008-10-11T12:23:00.002+08:00

hmmm recently sch started..its on the 7th.
went for briefing in sch n i realise i'm attached to the MSCand guess what..
GIODARNO was what i m picked and attached to.
i was rather happy as i can do retail line of an apparel shop
its nth new to me i must say however there's many things that i cannot take it for granted.
different company of the retail line wrks differently, however basic customer service is what is in common.many things have to learn like the product knowledge and stuff..went for training on

tue and wed i was pretty amazed by how this brand actually wrk compared to my past job experience. i had fun too of course and i thinking of quitting my current job after the 9 wks attached at GIODARNO so as to wrk part time cos i feel that i m paid better this way.. but everything still goes step by step for me.i shall see how it goes:)

thurs and fri back in sch for handovers and stocktake repectively. seniors did not do much handovers so we actually have to do some self learning.stocktake was nth new for me but is jus that this is a manual stock take without the help of scanners which is a killer la. but its a new thing i learn. adapt to different wrking life is what i always wanted as experience makes one mature and grow.monday we'll be back on our own feet! no more seniors to assist us.

the coming fri i will be attached to plaza sing outlet as well as the following mondayas we have to learn to be a store in charge, what they have to do and all.. sad to say i m a store in charge.. sian... haha many things to do la.. so i cannot wrk that much this few mths lo.

anyways i'll be attached to this shift attachment for 9 wks at GIODARNO(till abt 8 dec that wk)after that will be a 2 wks break, 3 wks of classical(study la), 1 wk break, 1 wk ICA den 1 wk break( till abt feb 2009)after that it'll be full attachment where its office hrs basis but wrking in sch for 9 wks(all the way till the 1st wk of april)...which means sch is starting for yr3 in 2nd wk april or so!!pretty tiring i must say... for the whole semester i only have 4 wks break which is a mth..anyways just hope i could score...

Friends of mine.if i can't turn up for any of the gatherings or outings pls excuse me...HAHA however i will try my best to make up for it

2008-09-24T13:15:00.002+08:00

its been days that i've not been blogging..
oh well as usual... had to wrk

last wk monday went for levis gathering
was rather fun
many pple change alot
somehow or another bahs...
hahah things do change for the better..
miss everyone of cos

anyways i gg to be transfer... i mean maybe...
so i hope that i will be away from that stupid incharge of mine...
BLESS ME

2008-09-07T15:37:00.002+08:00

i m too tired...
too tired to speak
too tired to post...
too tired to type...
too tired to move
too tired to open my lappy
too tired to get out of bed
too tired to open my eyes...

lame shit!
kinda misses to all... but den again
i Donnoe what to update..
Boring life... Boring Holiday!!!

...

2008-08-25T11:08:00.002+08:00

finally everything is over.
M super duper happy for that is like rejoicing.. but den again was really afraid
cos i did not do that well as i expected.. as in I blanked out!
is pretty sad.. n i've been worrying abt that day n night..
have no idea why... Guess thats it man...
seriously Now not in the mood liao...
eveything nOt what i wan n expect le

I HOPE MIRACLES HAPPEN...

2008-08-08T18:22:00.006+08:00

i so very must BLOG today.. haha(wat a english...)

Today is Officially the last day of sch!!

though exams is like nxt wk. but is rather a good thing to rejoice..

OK!!! n I WENT TO FIND VEON!!

ok it must be rather ba lia man u might say!

SO VERY MISS HIM ok?!

i've msg veon ytd n talk nonsense as well as the steamboat thing la..

haha told him that i will find him today during his break.

he is in the morning shift today.

after sch i went to yck interchange and took bus72 to tampines mall..

practically an hr journey n i slept like Nobody Business.

Hope no one caught the snap shot of me sleeping as i think i may look weird

as is the very 1st time i slp so well... haha on the bus i meant. as i din get to slp much last night.

reach tampines at ard 215pm and i head to Lee Cooper to find our DEAR BA LIA BRO..

n btw i was damn lost in tampines mall.. its been yrs since i've been there it has CHANGED alot

n practically i was so lost... i don seem to find the directory that states Lee Cooper...

so practically hunting high n low for it. LOLs..

when i finally found the place i shocked!

cos he changed quite abit n he was shock cos i wearing formal wear.

btw i had presentations so is like lazy to bring extra clothes to change.

but experience with the heels is painful la.

haha Both of us were like "HEY!!! its u"haha my jie mei frm taka u shld know his expression ba.

wells, was indeed happy to see him n somehow our eyes red sia...

IMAGINE PLS... haha.. lols..

talking alot of crap as usual n i get to know things abt his job scope.

having only 3 manpower.. almost have to do full.. clock in 48 hrs per wk with 1 off..

super pathetic. pay was low.. sry bro i din get to offer u the job earlier if not u'll join us le!

n Lee Cooper is getting themselves better n is going to compete w Levis as they knew that Levis is Not doing well now... they are getting this opportunity...

we shall see who is the last survivor den.

act Lee Cooper things Not that bad la.. i quite like it though. jus that is Not very recognise as yet.

haha...

went break with him. rather enjoy.. laugh all the way as u can see..

he told me all his misses... n his life of cos!

he said s'pore HONDA $40 k... his side can buy 3 !!! i laugh like shit...

he even told me his transportation to s'pore was only $90 per mth which is super cheap la..

he also say he Now wrk have to travel very far... have to rush for the bus

cos go JB very the bus very pack like sardine. the face can stick to the glass panel kind...

he also say that the bus packed size is like 1 1/2 times of S'pore SBS

which is practically all squeezing n Hugging tgt..

hahha....

he also say sometimes he rush he have to run. Now he's walking n running can join olympics le.. cos is fast till ppl caNnot tar han. haha. IMAGINE!*

he told me alot of stupid things until i full sia...

he also describe how his colleages look.. like Jay chou and Tanya Chua.. i laugh... super don look like lo... he say REALLY LEH... haha..

ultra funny sia...

he was telling me all his misses to taka esp.

n i told him everything that has happen after he left.

he shock until the face... haha...

den we recall all the funny times... sia la.. super siao lo.. other tables in the food court stare at us can?

must say his Nonsense has nv been changed...

when he talk n laugh with u..

is kind of misses...

haha.. agree agree jie mei...

all shld go find him ok?!he's super bored.

den after that walked ard Isetan i saw the taka phillipino staff..

she kena transfer... den heard that ming xin is the sup now lo...

sia la.. headache... went to chat with her a while den buy a top

that is super like uniform kind of design.. which has the latest logo LIVE UNBUTTON...

is nice n only $29.90 lo... cheap so i buy.. haha

wells today super lots of things to rejoice n guess i will stop blogging till 3 wks ltr...

exams!!!

2008-08-06T14:57:00.002+08:00

hmm has been a while since i last blog..
kinda sian to blog recently cos to busy with things alr, like projects and stuff
tmr will be having my french elective which is a role play and an e quiz.
friday will be the presentation for both ICT and Retail which is a torture.
last day of sch still have to wrk so hard

currently got back all my marks for test and projects.
m happy that i passed all but not very good cos mostly a B or a C...
will definitely wrk hard for the exams which is like in 2 weeks time..
really soon n too many things to study.

reflections on myself is that i have done pretty well compared to yr 1 cos this time is really serious matter.
take so many offs frm wrk n if i don pass i sure FAINT sia...
wrk very little recently sometimes only 4 days per mth..
income very little but for the sake of studies i have to bear with it.
the money that i earn will save like super hard lo... Bo bian...
must learn how to survive somehow or another.
No pt whining no money... cos is ones choice and capability...
haha...

thats it bahs i guess...
someday something more exciting will be updated!

2008-07-29T21:33:00.002+08:00

Recently things have changed. as in all the time things are really changing. every moment, every minute. it is jus like suddenly u see wrinkles somewhere, or suddenly a strand of hair has drop or... hmmm oh wells, it does sounds exaggerating though bu tseriosly i'm not lying.

Somehow sometimes jus think more than others, thinking deeper, thinking further.
u may say i over sensitive.
or u may say i jus too bored to really find something stupid like this to do..
but seriously, when under stress i think alot... IS like ALOT... very much ALOT
somehow learn to appreciate things...
somehow learn to care for somebody or
somehow showing curiosity and concern towards something or somebody..
thinking too much giving oneself stress may not be a good thing.
but somehow hor we jus like to think.. no idea but keep thinking.
haha haha...
maybe foolish somehow.. maybe stupid somehow..
sometimes jus feel like letting out...
giving a SCREAM... or jus a BIG CRY...
sighs.. jus really giving it a big loud laugh cos suddenly thinking of doing this FOOLISH thing..
haha oh wells...
how things maybe jus BEAUTIFUL... i jus wish...

2008-07-24T00:29:00.002+08:00

ok la.. pretty sian though
all my projects are alr done except ICT
den there comes all the test in 3 Weeks...
pretty nervous though but still cannoT help it

wells today went sch for ICT test and Bus Fin lecture..
very boring lo.. lucky thing i pass the test..
haha after that ard 430pm left sch n find jessie at isetan scotts..
jessie told me at lvl 3 so i was like wondering round the whole level but i don see any kids wear.. its all mens section. i say levis which i shant talk as it really sucks...
but how abt jus elaborate some..

Nora did not quit... so is wendy i doNNoe why.. quite a no stayed instead.

Nora Now at suntec, jac at wisma gals under frankie again..., mel and andy finally again at vivo MENS!! YAY!! happy fer them.. andy must be crying.. haha.. yeah knew how it feels..

Now vivo gals is a new HK incharge... sighs.. they are jus making use of foreign talents.

No more OT for them le.. after 930pm or 10pm not paid le... No alteration $$, have to be in 1/2hr early to do alteration and this half hr not paid..

Dannie tan gg down for all the spot checks and shop visit... angeline Now has Nth to say abt poor sales.. as is really coming to an end.. sighs

horrible la i must say

now they selling sistic tickets tgt wit jeans or a top as a package for singfest...

LAME!!!

haha all these is all my best partners who still surving in levis and battling hard tell me de

ok where was i?

Oh ok... at level 3 isetan scotts saw dept store levis JENNY.. she is nice..but i aviod her somehow..

saw rasul at top shop.. super funky la.. i smile he smile, i wave he wave.

i ask him now who incharge there he pointed to me i laugh...

cos it seems that all who has that pointed gelled hair or " shark" hair that some called or maybe a "apricot" or smth like that... n with red highlighted hair is all the incharge..

they look like they have some identity.. lols... super funny.. u c u will also laugh...

den i saw this sign which puts "kids wear 4F"... wah sai.. search for jessie for damn long la...

finally found her... helped her take stocks okaidi raffles city den waited ofr her to knock off to celebrate her birthday. WS suppose to join but she sprain her leg like doNNoe why the soup still there.. haha.. lols.. rather funny when she tell me

WS recover soon ok... lols..

den went to walk at suntec.. talked to ws on the phone all the way..

saw yew's msg after that saying that VEON wrking at tampines leecopper..haha...

he actually wrk as asst sup in okaidi my side de but too late.. ask him jus a step ltr.. cos he went interview the same day..

but that ba lia damn funny.. ask him what is his job he tell me selling denim.. ask what company tell me sell denim... the company in singapore or malaysia.. he tell me selling denim.. haha I GAVE UP.. but we pay him better lo.. sighs guess is not fated la.. one day shall go visit him.

den back at okaidi ard 630pm... sit down n rest n wait for jessie... den saw kenji..

he go storeroom n talk n play with me.. lame la he...

he gg to paragon soon liao... n will be with dannie.. one day he'll show ws the rEAL DANNIE!!

den we eat at raffles city market plaza buffet at fairmount.. it is rather fun n nice to dine there..

with kenji i laugh till full...

he ask me try new food.. i take all the buffet food i waste it cos i not nice i even vomited.. kenji laugh at me at my expression... HORRIBLE lo he.. cannot take it sia.. we eat alot

especially DURIAN PASTE... is super nice i tell u...

aye... ws u miss it... one day we go eat but will try to keep kenji out or else my buffet money wasted sia.. laugh until no need to eat... LOL.. kidding.. jessie say one day will ask u all out eat high class de... kenji eye big.. he's tempted.. haha..

went home at 10..

haha... sighs.. tired.

happy birthday jessie!!! =D

2008-07-17T21:35:00.002+08:00

ok... most of the projects are over..

Now left with the finale of all projects will be the retail and ICT project.

is rather a killer lo...

everyday slp late.. jus cannot help it...

French test coming up on week 16 and 17...

thereafter the Horrible EXAMS will be coming...

Argh.. when can all of this be over...

hmmm shall update that my wrk place one auntie tender alr!

YAY!!! hate her totally.. always but tender in her mouth, now finally arrived le

her LD on this sun (20/7) haha...

so now currently our side short of part time...

JESSIE asking vacancy for AH XIONG! haha chances maybe high this time..

Hope can wrk with him again.. If not.. i still gOt lobang for him...

HE CAN WRK IN CAMPUS... haha he will Not be jobless as soon.. haha.!

he wanted to wrk with us so priority lies on OKAIDI first, thereafter No choice den can go CAMPUS LO.. haha pray hard that we still can wrk tgt... MISS IT...

haha...

hmmm... somehow sometimes i love to be in peace n quiet environment with no NOISE..

somehow think alot... somehow feel white hair alot!doNnoe why jus like staring blankly.

hear pple say like that can get 老人痴呆!Oh man.. doNnoe why... somehow jus cannot stop day dreaming... somehow jus think too much...

sometimes think until i wan to cry... abit heart wrenching lo...doNnoe what is really that kind of feeling... many things fighting in my mind n heart! like whats wrong with me...

I really INSANE or what... can someone help me n HEAR ME OUT...

faints*

2008-07-14T20:31:00.002+08:00

YAY!!! TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!!

oh man.. actually is Nothing.

But thanks for all the wishes!!

love u Guys!

Today doesn't seem enjoying shall Not elaborate.

SUCKS!!

But anyway with the wishes brightens me up a little

THANKS...

rather lethagic and shall Not say anymore...

i gg to do another round of PROJECTS!!!

CRAP!

Thanks BABES n LOVES!!

2008-07-12T23:50:00.002+08:00

M very pissed off now...
whats wrong with my buslaw project?!
IS CUI N BUANG!!! i must say... m indeed du lan alr.. doNnoe what to say...
my grp comprises of 6 members
member A, B n C is useless... only left member D, E, F... what shld i say..

member A is hopless as i don get to see her do any project forever... the previous all projects!!
member B is giving me all excuses for not meeting up... therefore communication breakdown, cannot get her to do things therefore said MIA.. n i think she will not do as Other grps with her b4 said so.
member c give me double job as everything in pt form how to put in report?!
member d did some but have mistakes here n there but at least willing to help
member e is will do... ask den do like robot... at leats do..
member f which is me like do EVERTHING...

project hand in on mon... having sleepless nights these days... wrking cannot get off cos kana complain say everytime off.. ALL THE pROJECT fault.. make me almost lose my job...

No job= No survival

No time for project= Low grades...

i really caNNot tar han alr...
sleep a few hrs per day
alr break down le... have no ENERGY..
why my grp so cui

$!#%~!*%@*?>

1 day to go n is mY BIRTHDAY!!

but no mood....

2008-07-09T21:40:00.002+08:00

Days have passed... my feeling is still the same.
Somehow i jus feel like it...
bUt den super miserable... haha like many many arrows SHOOTING in my heart?! head?!
aiyah .. DonnOE la.. somehow blur blur de... donNoe How to describe.
hmmm oh wells anyway days has been somehow slower pace...
rather adaptable but still unbearable..
Oh heard frm ws that a chalet will be out end aug... but still Not very settled yet.
THEY WILL KEEP ME UPDATE... so EXCITED can?!

Oh wells... exams schedule is out...
14/8 business law (BusLaw)
19/8 marketing (mktmgt)
20/8 retail(ESSRS)
21/8 Accounts (EFMA)
22/8 Finance (BusFin)

Once after that exams will be over and 16/9 the results will be out...
it'll be roughly abt a mth to go for exams.. so angry can.. so many things to study..
argh... Ok calm... everything will be Over... CHILL

5 days to go

2008-07-07T11:15:00.002+08:00

I M So PISSED... someone want to CHEAT MY MONEY!!!

at 8.30 am(still sleeping)... received a call.. PRIVATE NO!!! i was thinking is my friend.

Caller:嗨, 小姐. 我是香港 DISNEYLAND 的负责人.想请问你先在有空吗?

ME: 我现在很忙!

(like busy sleeping... haha)

Caller: 你忙什么呢?几时有空?

(u need to care?)

ME: 我不知道....

(don give a damn)

Caller:我改天再打给你.

(i hang up my Phone n scold $%@^&!)

i was like sleeping soundly where is idoit call me n wake me up...

is a lady i must say.... HOW I NOE IS PRANK CALL?

news got put ma..
say from HONGKONG but the SLANG SO CHI NA can...no HONGKONG SLANG
background sound noisy but is the SOUND OF WIND BLOWING n a FAKE sound SCREAMINg like in themepark. LAME...
if someone will to call u say frm HONGKONG DISNEY LAND will the background be noisy? as in pple call u like in office?will an office be an outdoor one? it'll be enclose..NO NOISE!!! STUPID!!?
n HALLO i frm drama cca in the past 10 yrs experience still wan to fake me...
who will be so stupid to waste $$ to call long distance call if so many pple cannot succeed in the CHEATING

M so super angry n i couldn't slp...

spoil my mood lo.. how to slp.. wake up so early. Nxt time don believe this kind of stupid caller...

lucky this is a smart one.. if a stupid one i will make her say things to slap herself..help the police solve crime!!! haha...like REAL?! but seriously lo... is so STUPID cAN...

SO BEWARE N DON BELIEVE!

7 more days to go

2008-07-06T01:11:00.002+08:00

Hmmm.. jus got this sudden static...

haha... doNNoe how to describe... somehow the feeling is weird.

did not know how to describe... keep thinking.. n asking why..

maybe it is what i think maybe it is not...

somehow m jus being so affected by...

so influenced by that i could not stop thinking...

how i wish that moment will jus freeze...

JUZ FREEZE....

That Moment...

7 days more !!!

2008-07-05T00:57:00.002+08:00

ITS THE DAY!!!!

yeah is 4Th of July

KIT's CHALET!!! wonderful.. haha.

i've been awaiting for this day rather long. super duper long.

it is where all gatherings are done.. ALL THE MISSES n KisseS!*oops*

hahah oh well anyways today went to wrk was not in the mood

whole time counting down when to get there to the chalet...

how's the food?

will it be fun...

will they be fat, thin or the same... always wonder WONDER WONDER..

all the aunties cannot tar han me.. cos i keep checkin time.. WAhaha...

Lame yah i nOe that.. Keke.. lols..

anyways after wrk i quickly run to the train station to catch the fastest train ever ...

meet JJ at eunos.. so LINda don be jealous.. haha

aiyah.. cos he did not wan to go alone n scared left out so decided to go with me...

haha

jus that so don't think too much linda...

saw JJ he was down with flu.. msg b4 that alr he told me that...

haha so he decided to take 1/2 day MC rest at home n wait for me..

haha called him ard 810pm... meet ard 825pm at eunos...

all the way TALK N LAUGH... was of lots of fun.. too long nv talk le.. haha

he's gg for NS alr... tekong... during sept.. haha BOTaK!!

ok anyways we reached Pasir RIs buy bubble tea den walk to the chalet at DOWNTOWN..

thru the journey really full of crap la.. haha we went into the park... where no one was really ard

super QUIET... Ok linda pls..

wells we talk alot of army thing like his NS what he want to do

abt being BALD n stuff

he want TO BE A POLICE MAN... haha thats cool can...

den we started talking abt diff types n units like the SWOT, the FBI, CID.. haha mani mani..

laugh like shit can..haha

i asked him what makes him want to BE A POLICE>..

THE WORD IS COOL

haha...

ok that was thru the park... can hear our laughter lo.. super funny..

den walked all the way to DownTOwn.. he make me JAY WALK many streets can

i tell him that police will not do that...

he say other than jay walking is his criminal offence n record he has no other records

CIVILIZE therefore wish to be police...haha

...walking down steps to the carpark at downtown...

JJ help an Old lady.. give her a hand by pulling the "trolley" so to speak for her up the StAIRS.!!

*LINDA PLS TAKE NOTE*

haha that was rather sweet...

Reached ard 9 10pm at the chalet...saw matthew, Mickey, pheobe,flora n all..... haha n my CMA... mama rock with husband!.. all changed alot. Never see them for so long..

all changed le..

had some salads n rush upstairs for show... karine was damn kan Jiong... u shld see .. haha

KIT was describing to JJ n I how packed the room is that we could barely squeeze in

sit at the toilet to watch can...

in th eend i jus saw this Gal who i donnoe who, PK, KARINE, DARREN, PY, LINDA and WS..

wats so packed abt that room Kit?

really no idea..den i jus had salads... whole night... watch show.. talk, laugh n take photos.

rather memoriable...

have decided to open a chalet during AUGUST!!!

haha

so i m so Excited..

after that went home at 11pm... py, linda n ws took bus 89 home..

n the clever me went with JJ to take train wher there's so NO TRAIn... no bus...

haha until i realise bus 53 which saves us.. haha we perspire alot...

on our journey to the interchange to catch the NO TRAIN n NO BUS...

we walked n talked... laughing again...

DOING MULTIPLES OF JAY WALKING... nv had that frm "police"? haha..

taking abt career, NS, upcoming doings... n HIS GIRLFRIEND... haha

they are so indeed i shld say.. hard to say la.. haha..

ask for it yaself..

talked alot.. realise how they feel abt each other.. haha.. so yupps.

*LINDA i help u do Homework*

haha..

oh but anyways we bus home.. talked non-stop.. n tar daH!!!

reached home le.. is another day gone!!!

cannot wait for the upcoming chalet le!!

9 more days to my birthday!

2008-06-30T21:55:00.003+08:00

(海蝶出品) 点一把火炬词：许环良曲：林俊杰 ar:演唱：林俊杰

天上的星星有多少数不清
承诺和许愿又多少能兑现
雨后的彩虹是真实还是梦
悲伤和快乐可以自己选择
忙忙碌碌转呀转盲盲目目从早到晚
喧喧闹闹是与非伤痕累累学会谦卑
听过自己哭泣才(会)懂得珍惜
点一把火炬让爱和生命延续
用心用呼吸感应在黑暗中照亮风雨
脆弱的世界人变得坚强
因为有梦想让爱翻越所有围墙
点燃每一个心房照亮我们共同的家
天上的星星有多少数不清
承诺和许愿又多少能兑现
雨后的彩虹是真实还是梦
悲伤和快乐可以自己选择
忙忙碌碌转呀转盲盲目目从早到晚
喧喧闹闹是与非伤痕累累学会谦卑
听过自己哭泣才(会)懂得珍惜
点一把火炬让爱和生命延续
用心用呼吸感应在黑暗中照亮风雨
脆弱的世界人变得坚强
因为有梦想让爱翻越所有围墙
点燃每一个心房照亮我们
共同的家点一把火炬让爱和生命延续
用心用呼吸感应在黑暗中照亮风雨
脆弱的世界人变得坚强
因为有梦想让爱翻越所有围墙
点燃每一个心房照亮我们
共同的家
照亮你我的家 oh~~

一颗心的距离 - 范玮琪

一双闪着泪光的眼睛
要多努力才能把雨看成星星?
握住我手但别给我同情
执着的人要从倔强寻找勇气
好像很近瞬间又远离
很难实现才叫梦想才要决心
我们终于一起来到这里
当我激动不能言语把我抱紧
我们隔着一颗心的距离
有笑有哭地去回忆
夏天秋天纯真蜕变的电影
会是一辈子做不腻的事情
静静隔着一颗心的距离交换最真实的情绪
庆幸太不勇敢的纪念日里
你曾经给我多重要的鼓励好像很近
瞬间又远离很难实现才叫梦想
才要决心我们终于一起来到这里
当我激动不能言语把我抱紧
我们隔着一颗心的距离有笑有哭地去回忆
夏天秋天纯真蜕变的电影
会是一辈子做不腻的事情
静静隔着一颗心的距离交换最真实的情绪
庆幸太不勇敢的纪念日里
你曾经给我多重要的鼓励我想说
没有你的声音像没有歌词的旋律
就算可以很美很好听也少了意义上的确定
我们隔着一颗心的距离有笑有哭地去回忆
夏天秋天纯真蜕变的电影
会是一辈子做不腻的事情
静静隔着一颗心的距离
交换最真实的情绪
庆幸太不勇敢的纪念日里
你曾经给我多重要的鼓励

aww... all this jus sounds so touching for that sudden thought

14 days more to go

2008-06-25T20:45:00.001+08:00

YAY!!!...
i declare no sch today.. how cool can that be... haha... super duper cool can.
finally is a day's off
like finally... finally..
haha
boring shit lo... at home doing nth much really.. whole day surf net... haha...
but quite ok lah.. not that bad after all...
hmmms thats my day...

19 days more to go

2008-06-23T22:46:00.002+08:00

OH MY... 1St day of ScHOOL...
i must say that is like so meaningless can...
haha tired.. dreaded to go sch.. lols...
really drag myself to sch pls.. hahas... sian dao...

as usual.. having business finance today...
then business law... sad to say that Mr nicholas did not turn up cos sick... i donnoe why
forever hard to c him...
i think might flung this module...
frm the start of sem till now i think i see him abt 4 times only?and it is not the full 2hrs each tutorial.HOW SAD?!
den after is the EFMA(accounts) nBusiness FINANCE Lectures which is so dry that i yawn almost every minute... haha...
got to noe my results for the FINANCE... i jus pass.. OH DEAR...
I can say that i sux at Finance n accounts... as long as in maths....
Struggling hard... hmmm... still have 6 wks more to exams... HOPE I OPEN MY EYES!!
STUDY!!! =D
hahah ahhaha... den is Holidays! YAHOO...

22 more days to go

2008-06-22T21:27:00.002+08:00

Oh man!

Tmr sch starts le...

how i wish still holiday can... never get to have a good rest act...

like really slacking all the way kind...

seems busy almost everyday. sighs. sian.

got to say that things is not as smooth as it goes like what we expect.

NO!! pls dont think this way n take things for granted.

this is a lesson i learn.

sometimes have to GIVE and TAKE... thats for sure.

don't make things too hard n difficult.

coming to the end of JUNE

is really really so fast can...

august will be the exams alr...

den 2 mths HOLIDAY!!! YAY!!

am actually looking forward for that 2mths to act come...

which is jus 2 mths away... so CHILL...

relax n study hard... cos it seems that i've been busy studying but the test results...

TURNS OUT TO BE A DISAPPOINTMENT..

seriously.. don wish o retake and regret so shall forsake things like

-wrking long hrs = more pay

-watching shows = time consuming

-gg out or shopping = no $$ waste $$

hahaha... thats wat i meant

oh wells... hope everything turns out well...

HOORAY

23 days to go

2008-06-17T17:09:00.001+08:00

Oh wells have been rotting at home for the past few days.

guess is time to really have a good rest and take breaks off wrk.

somehow jus need a breather... rather tiring continuing the days like that

sometimes jus find somehow i'm not myself.

YES!!! somehow pple call my name i take longer to respond...

wake up every morning feel darn worn out n tired...

den head back to slp again...

OH sighs... how i wish these will not bother me.

and bother me no more pls...

I'm so tired... m so NOT MYSELF

27 days to go

2008-06-14T23:28:00.002+08:00

hmmm.. i jus found out something...

like there is so many JULY babies ard me... many many...

so fortunate to have them...

they're all good pple like me... haha seriously yes!!!

LOVE THEM ALL...

Eileen Tan - 13/7

Me-14/7

jac-21/7

jessie-24/7

faris-30/7

haha nv in my life i felt this happiness... they're tgt with me...

fun n lovable to be with... HOORAY!!!

2008-06-13T16:45:00.002+08:00

THE DAY HAS FINALLy Come..

Big day... 14/7

it is when my beloved daddy n mummy created me and bring me to the earth

THANK YOU doctor for pulling me out!!! haha..

Oh well... what do i wish for...

i wish i wish i wish...

-wish for friends who act celebrate for me as it has been a long while

-wish for wallet

-wish for ipod

-wish for memoriable day

-wish for surprises that no one have gave me

I LOVE SURPRISES!!!

1 month to go

2008-06-11T23:36:00.001+08:00

Its kinda lame...

I kind of tired...

sian... n tired..

life so boring n meaningless...

HoW???

2008-06-09T13:10:00.002+08:00

Hmmm...
indeed super tiring n lame...
i've started on my new job at Okaidi wrking with jessie...
its a french brand selling baby clothes(obaibi) to kids wear of 14 yrs(okaidi)
well anyways the place is so much relaxing than Levis i must say
but however the slacking feeling makes me bored

At the wrk place i learn alot of interesting things like how exactly a concept of the display is done by different countries. their way of serving anf folding of stocks is way different..
price tags all done manually, many interesting things to do n learn. rather enjoy.
den again over there i seem to be old...
no choice la as u noe is kids wear pple don call u jie jie anymore is like... AUNTIE!!!
argh... makes me feel so old can but what to do? to them their jie jie is few yrs older..
we are like generation older...how can they accept the fact to call JIE JIE... of cos AUNTIE la...
wells the pay is so super little... thinking of heading to timbaland like more pay but like the things they sell not to my liking leh.. like no interest...
den was recommended to go Spain2Dream with Alvin n all the ex staff but like weird.. haha...
donnoe why... but who noes i really will end up there leh...
still looking for better ones la.. now jus trying few mths nia...
but is fun with the kids... get to play with them like all day long...
when busy the place is not for shopping but like PLAYGROUND...
haha damn cool la... u see them try clothes super funny...haha
THEY ARE Cute....

My whole holiday is so burn out...
no time for hwk n projects... how..?
is hard for me to talk OFFs...
sighs...

2008-06-05T20:36:00.003+08:00

YAY!! all the ICAs are over... LIke Finally OVER!! YUppie... donnoe hOw to describe the feeling rite now is like.. Oh my God erm... Oh... that kind of relief! erm.. AWww... hahas.
Oh wells was indeed a BIG SIGH after all this irritating ICAs is over... like finally... the well known PANDA is down alr for a big rest ahead during the holidays..
the past 2 wks is indeed a KILLER... had sleepless nights rushing for individual reports and study for ICAs... haha n now is a GREAT SIGHS.. is all OVER... I MEAN IS OVER!!! and holiday is NXT 2 wks.. abt to enjoy!!

wells after all the CHEERS is time for *sobs*... according to the latest news..

ANOTHER ROUND OF ICAs... when i HEAR It is like ARGH...pls give me a break i need them alot!!

ok the schedule goes like this:

Business Law due on 14/7

EFMA due on 23/6

French(written/ oral) due on 23/6 and 30/6 respectively

Business Finance 11/7

ESSRS 28/7

ICT 23/6

Marketing Management 14/7

is like 7 modules burn out my whole 2 wks!

they are to be handed in real soon n mostly are less than jus a mth

is really hectic

my whole HOLIDAY is like a headache DAY!!

they are to be handed in on my BIRTHDAY! the 14th.. what kind of day...

HEY HALLO... is HAPPY BIRTHDAY not HAPPY WRKING DAY!!

argh... slap them...

whats more there's still TUTORIAL HOMEWRK!!

why are they doing this to me...

VERY HARD!

M in pain.... I FEEL SO HURT...

argh... 讨厌！

*PANDA will be coming soon...

so .... Stay tune*

argh...

2008-06-02T23:31:00.003+08:00

ULTRA SIAN...

ULTIMATE siAN can...

haha all ICAS at a go...

this wk is EFMA, BUSLAW, ESSRS...

is killer can...

mon, tue, wed respectively.. all at one shot.. si bei sian..

today finish EFMA le.. kinda killer lo... like maybe flung alr

tmr is BUSLAW how too apply all the cases sia.. siao bo...

this type of thing is not my cup of tea de..

sighs don torture me anymore...

PANDA eyes can be seen alr...

like since last wk..

nv have enough rest.. now headache... why like that huh...

why must they do this to me?

I WONDER... WONDER... wonder...

hope everything will be fine...

I HOPE!!!

2008-05-31T18:45:00.002+08:00

GOODBYE!!!!!!!!!!

T2273 is DOWN and GONE

Brand new Life is AHEAD..

AWAITING to be CARRIED on....

thats my life...

the truth and the meaning...

OF MY LiFE!!!

2008-05-31T17:11:00.002+08:00

FINaLLy...
EVERYTHInG has come to an end for me..
JOURNEY at Levis is indeed wonderful and at the same time full of torture

14 dec 06 - 28 Jul 07 _____________ LCEN

29 jul 07 _______________________LTSC

30 jul 07 - 16 nov 07 ______________LLP

17 nov 07 - 26 nov 07 ______________LTSC

27 nov 07 - 8 dec 07 _______________ LGW

9 dec 07 - 25 mar 08 _______________ LTSC

26 mar 08 - 31 mar 08 ______________ LHF

1 Apr 08 - 30 may 08 _______________ TAKA MENS

1 and 1/2 yrs passed
thats my journey.. though is fun... though is hard.. everything now has called to an end...
i must be happy that i out of this hell
at the same time sad... cos miss them all so so much...
between the days i've been at boutiques is full of fun...
relief many places... except parkway and airport for boutiques
know everyone from boutiques... we've gone through all the laughter, dancing, playing and crazy times... it'll definitely be in my heart... all the way...
no matter where we go... still have the heart for each other.
hope this will be the same as well for all levis crew that worked with me before.. an hr... a few minutes... u'll still be remembered... cos u guys are truely the great pple...
the one that i call FAMILY..
nv had this feeling... but here i felt it.. thanks!!
taught alot of pple what i've learnt...pass down to them what is needed out of them...
seeing them learn n grow m so happy for them...
for those who stay... jia you and keep me update... all the best n HANG IN THERE

for all the in charge thanks for teaching me so so much...
each and everyone of u handle things differently which makes me look up to u pple even more...
nvm we'll still keep in contact no matter wat...
the memories is mine to keep...
truely....

u pple will be missed.......
TAKE CARE PPLE!!!

2008-05-29T23:12:00.002+08:00

Is another New Day!!!
yupps rather looking forward for holidays to come...
it'll jus be a week more as it commerce on the 9th june!!!
2 weeks! YAY!! super happy can...

Looking Forward to Many things today
- Holiday
- the Overs of all ICAs by nxt wk
- NEW JOB STARTS ON FRI the 6th june
- NEW WRKING PARTNERS N ENVIRONMENT
- NO NEED COUNT STOCK
- NO NEED WRITE REPORTS OF BAD SALES..

happy Happy HapPiE..... HAPPY!!!!

CELEBRATIONS!!!!

2008-05-28T15:27:00.002+08:00

I'm totally DOOM!!

My marketing ICA1 individual report is due on fri the 30th may

Guess what?

I actually chose a wrong topic of mine and now i gonna redo again?

10 pgs?

50 marks...

HOW????

2008-05-27T15:53:00.003+08:00

hmmm.. argh..

BING BANG BUANG...

sian leh...

too many wrk to do...

no entertainment=no life?!

how how HOW?!

pple wan to meet me i say "NO...BUSY!"

haha must be wondering what on earth i'm busy...

i also donnoe... like anyhow bum against all walls ard me...

bouncing here and there..

out of no where... haha...

m going nuts for some reason or another...

guess another insane soul is born

CALL IMH!!!

T2273 declaration

2008-05-26T21:18:00.002+08:00

AT 7 :06:12

I"M HERE TO PRONOUNCED THAT I'VE BEEN TERMINATED!!!

My last day is on fri, 30th May 08'

as they have not enough staff to cover me...

if not i'll be known as jobless now....

SIGHS...

THEY JUS SUCK

2008-05-26T13:43:00.002+08:00

T2273 is going down!!!!

I'll be going down n never step into that evil place again!!!

provided miracles happen and it does exist

its horrible....

those that still survive well as yet.....

i pray hard for u

GOOD LUCK!!!

I cannot tolerate ANYMORE!!!

ARGH**&@$3$%^

i'm sincerely looking for source of income

any lobang tell me okays

argh....

sad...

NO MONEY!!!

2008-05-25T13:08:00.002+08:00

sighs...

23/5

friday went to wrk..
had sch frm 9 till 10.Computer Test that time.. i FAIL like DUH... m a com idoit... but whatever.
went home after that to chill.
after that head to wrk...
sales wasn't that good we lost to taka gals as usual and MX face is black... say i not agressive,.. i don't care sia.. no customer. 6 ppl do closing how to AGRESSIVE?! all chiong n say is mine!!! haha.. who cares WHO WILL GIVE THAt kind of good sales?
whatever...
anyways have went over to gals during ana's break to help out...
cos there too busy le..
DEN henry quek
came shop visit...
see me..

Q:hey how are u?
C:fine...
Q:this yr still studying?! which yr are u in? which course..? how many days you wrk?
C: oh i'm in yr 2 business mgt wrking fri sat n sun lo. cos this yr schedule is packed!
Q:can cope not? issit hard for u to handle wrk n studies at the same time?
C: seriously speaking is hard la but no choice cos m in need of money....... Why leh?
Q:oh.. no la... jus to act let u noe in advance that MANAGEMENT GOING PHASE OUT PARTIMERS...
C: Oh.. hmmm ok... phase out? when? why?
Q:by June i guess so maybe you get prepared and maybe u can start filling up the tender form la.. cos company is cutting cost!
C:cut cost?why?
Q: you study business u shld noe... nowsadays these new batch of pple coming in expenses rather high
C:but i tot not hiring anymore pple? so there's act not a need to phase us all out what...plus in a first place expenses on them is hhigh why come 4 batch
Q: we din think of that too.. now cut cost so we decided to phase partimers all out lo. there's a total of 100 MIP and 20 MIC.
C:huh is hard to tender leh. many of us have act wrk very long alr... need the money thats why stay. futhermore experience wise we are better... everywhere need staff no pt asking us to quit who go relief? incharge?
Q: hmmm maybe u can rejoin if u wan during peak season lo we need alot of staff den.. u got my contact?
C:isn't it hard to get in for interview?
Q: we'll definitely get the ones who act wrk with us long enough so our sales won't be affected
C:after we join den during march non-peak season we gg to phase out again?
Q:maybe!?
C: ....

thats like slapping himself can?want to push sales to recruit pple who have lasting bond... den why make us quit? argh... super angry n shocked?no income nth... wan us to tender our self doesn't it sound like as if we're not able to commit to our wrk thats why quit due to our own personal issue?
makes it sounds so nice n easy...like quit is not their fault they din force us... is we wish to quit?
argh... whatever la... U pple are always the angel... find fault on us the devils... irritating sia...
who will still wan to join... like as if if we auto quit for"our reason" still got the cheek to go back meh?irritaing sia...
all was shocked la... can't we jus stay...? open so many shop spread the cust all out alr... sales where still got good? SUPER SLAPPING THEMSELVES LA...
angry.. i go round finding job alr... some say continue to wrk until they chase us out la... wrk a day of $70 as long as we want who noes they'll change their mind cos not enough staff.I hope can but doubt so la... they'll so kind meh... all wan to quit after bonus le...

24/5
went to wrk full shift..
everyone discussing abt it... sales was agin bad.. MX angry...
i was angry wit my MIP... cust wan return goods and need to fill up form n sign by taka manager... she was away for 20 min n donnoe go where... customer angry so is the CASHIER.. went to find her u noe what happen?SHE SHOPPING FOR BAG CAN... the paper wrk sign alr... STILL SHOPPING... ask her quickly walk down she like STROLLING can?!
i donnoe to laugh or angry.. she still can ask me bag nice? cheap? argh....
in the afternoon... i hate wrking again 6 closing MX was stressing on sales...
lucky Zul saved me... ask me go LCEN relief.. so happy.. n miss him...was there at 3 till closing... they have midnight sales.. haha we talk dance n crap alot can... we all like miss one another... super miss... i like HIM the best!!! haha zul... den we had private talk during second break... talk abt the stuffs of management and part timer..haha...
we like wan to cry taliking abt the pass...

aww... donnoe how will i still survive den...

2008-05-21T17:23:00.002+08:00

MY DAY...

its a HOT day
its a TERRIBLE day
its a MISERABLE day
its a USELESS day
its an IRRITATING day
its a HEARTLESS day
its a BLUR day
its a "WONDERFUL" day
its a SAD day
its a HARD day
its a TIRING day
its a SLEEPY day
its a BREATHLESS day
its a BORING day

I HATE TODAY!!!

Aww... thats my day..
sighs

2008-05-20T22:32:00.002+08:00

oh sighs...
damn tired.. damn sian... everyday like that sure one day knock off de...
how to survive with this? all these situations thats happening ard me..
ookies lah is abt wrk la...
really damn speechless to say a thing...
ex-colleages all called me recently talked n chat n suddenly tell them what happen lo... can say repeat until don wan to repeat le...
really miss THEM...

i mISS BOUTIQUE....
心酸... 心煩.... 心很乱...

哭吧!!!

2008-05-17T17:02:00.004+08:00

hmmm... its a NEW BLOG FOR ME!!!
THANKS PY... haha cos i'm sick of my previous skin in so immediately..

ookies ookies... first off...

life wasn't that great for me as many things jus come in one whole shot.

its super hard to handle.i must say that. seriously nth much i can actually do. makeup lessons are like everywhere. i stop wrking recently as in taking study breaks la.. but was like so super keen in getting these breaks. the gal that u see me now is nv like before. so on into wrking previously now is nv the same. i can RUN HOW FAR DEN RUN HOW FAR..

AS FAR AS I CAN i hope cos seriously m nv happy after the transfer. jus cannot get along well n the place is so different nv the same

-Yesterday-

almost quarrel with Mingxin..ookies like not to say but he sux. i really want to take studies break due to my test that is upcoming. the weightage is very high so i must take break. i must say i only take breaks when is near to exams n not test. but now things i different. start to dislike wrk alr so i take break lo.. one to RUN AWAY the other is to study.. cannot help it la. jus NO MOTIVATION.. seriously it has been very hard on me wrking. so pressurise.COUNTER IS NV LIKE BOUTIQUE

ookies well MX din wan to approve my breaks cos he say firstly i have not enough hrs... i told him i cannot cough out hrs alr.. thats realli hard i got no slots.. n seriously no slots.. studies is like frm 1-6pm where got time to slot for wrk. so i say hard. thereafter he say "NO" cos he insist me coughing out hrs.. i told him my studies is very important. he den quiet. thereafter he see den keep pestering say i not enough hrs must wrk i say open 1 eye close 1 eye la... apart frm studies during holidays my shifts are so hiong can... so can wat plus jus only short of few hrs not that bad what.he said how can den i say during holiday my shifts i anything one i nv had request only when impt... he keep quiet. i even say changes in my shifts is always not inform n i wrk like dog... seriously was damn angry when my voice start to raise sarcastically. In boutique i short of hrs also nv get pester till like that cos seriously i have to study ma... if not i won keep insisting in taking offs and breaks.. who don wan earn $$$

In boutique i'm the record breaker part timer who wrk like worse den full timer... but no one act appreciates.. ever since transfer to COUNTER to me $$$ is like nth... don earn also nvm.cos really tired alr... timing sux environment sux... not flexible plus still schooloing with 8 modules is a killer...

he also keep insisting on individual sales say i not aggressive as before... like seriously i admit i m slacking... becos too tired n being make use.. all play MC i wrk alone who act HELPED? now want my sales to be good but who act appreciates? whats more commission is as a whole not individual ask me chiong jus because i'm frm boutiqueE?! more capable? NO LO...

I HAD ENOUGH did cry silently... everything look grouchy when wrk...MX always wan me smile ask what happen... LIKE I CAN SAY TO HIM "U PISSED ME OFF" simply m jus tired n more tired... white hair more... school wrk sux

I HAD ENOUGH!!!

somehow jus miss...

*sobs*

2008-05-12T20:51:00.002+08:00

sighs sighs sighs...
everything EVERYTHING jus SUX can!!!
ICAs are like so soon...
2 wks
so many things to do n i'm still so lost...
they gif stupid qns n difficults sums that i cannot understand and solve can.. horrible... sighs sighs... donnoe whats wrong with me today...
whining all the way.. mind blank out... feel like release smth... feel like fighting n punching pple.. haha... mind me if u get HURT... bo bian i cannot control myself.... really really donnoe whats wrong with me...i can suddenly cry.. m i really under stress i feel... m i???

last fri, nad transfer to taka mens... see her i suddenly feel so relief like finally a friend who knows me well join me alr... haha but feel sad for her like cos is like donnoe why she gets transfered to counter... for us that is transfered is due to sales... but for her case is like clueless.. cannot help it ba... maybe the management is getting the strong ones out of their eyes one by one... or m i wrong to say that.. sighs sighs... really sad...
whats more thought that lina transfer to elsewhere but she actually quit for the better... i've never seen her since that supper... sad sad sad.... her low profile makes us feel weird.. n sudden lost one gd staff one to guide us...
few days ago... the phillippinos n incharge went to office n was scolded by GM dannie badly.. sighs... what to do... say the phillipnoes are highly domestic maids...if thats the case den why hire them?Sharil known as "the boy" pointed out by dannie might be fired soon if no improvements is being made. i must admit that they can do much agressive sales but den communication is a problem... can attract customers but den the closing sales will be continued by us... argh but at least tried... still din quite like them... they noe how to backstab so be careful huh...
m really tired of what is actually happening now... hearing stories of what will actually happen to us:
1) all locals will be at boutique while foreign wrkers at counter
2)foreign wrkers all at boutique... locals stay counter due to us not committed to wrk like to play MC...

haha what not committed... i don believe if u give the phillipinos lesser hrs they will not play MC... i don believe that they are committed as they're forced to wrk 60 hrs per wk... thats not they want they have actually no CHOICE... forced...sighs... pity them too... n i wonder why we're being manipulate by the management jus like that... cannot get a breather.. all so tensed n suffocate... all quit.....
i choose to stay.. due to $$.. if not i won't be here...
but nowadays it maybe different... i may choose to back off... choose to leave... as i find that is now meaningless...

THE FEEL IS GONE... the FAMILY is GONE...
cries... jus feel like letting out jus feel like....
like.....
seeing ws blog makes me........

aww... is another day...

-gone

2008-05-08T22:49:00.002+08:00

oh my oh my...
things are getting tougher each day...
couldn't get the hang of it...
need to get more textbooks for reference but expensive leh... scared use abit only den leave it to collect dust...
ARGH... CRAP... going to collapse soon... its jus the second week only
things don seem to go on smoothly... DONNOE WHY
haha I NEED HELP PLS... GUIDE ME!!!
haha
today learn french...
is like TEACHER我不明白can....
i alone in the class... other classes have their own class mates... as for me...
LONELY!!! i must say... sia lah..
MANY MANY THINGS I STILL DONNOE... HOW SEH..??!HOW?

SCHOOL IS LAME!!!

2008-05-06T22:21:00.003+08:00

If the heart is always searching
Can you ever find a home?
I’ve been looking for that someone
I never make it on my own
Dreams can’t take
The place of loving you
There’s gotta be a million reasons
Why it’s true
When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything’s alright
When you’re right here by my side
When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise

When you look me in the eyes
How long will I be waiting
To be with you again?
I’m gonna tell you that I love you
In the best way that I can
I can’t take a day without you here
You’re the light that make my darkness disappear
When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything’s alright

When you’re right here by my side
When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise

When you look me in the eyes
Movin’ on, I start to realize
I can reach my tomorrow
I can hold my head up high
And it’s all because you’re by my side
When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything’s alright
When you’re right here by my side

When I hold you in my arms
I know that it’s forever
I just got to let you know
I never wanna let you go
‘Cause when you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything’s alright
When you’re right here by my side
When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
Oh, I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes, oh, yeah, ah

awww... how meaningful=D

2008-05-05T00:21:00.002+08:00

AWW... its a new mth ahead...
gonna be pretty tiring though... many things will jus HAPPEN ALL AT ONE SHOT.....lols...
alrights have been to taka girls to relief the past few days ...
made friends with the "P" ppl... they're actually alright la..
jus that communication wise need to put in lots of effort thats all...
they always call for help... esp ans to calls.. where u see their stern face for 5 secs listening... trying hard to understand but den again still call me...haha oh great.

heard that there's 3 loses...stock take not long only leh... all missing i scared sia... sry ana.

Transfer list is out... all still stay...
SHOCKED THAT KIT STILL STAYS...
WZ' still the best... the place is such a heaven... with Zul n xue jun...
no worries... lols... but sian la... that NAD came to taka mens...
as in transfer...aww... another boutique staff... one by one all kana shot by them... transfering all here n there thinking that we're the ball...
like HELLO... we're humans have feelings leh... feel pain de lo...

Went out w ying ying, melody,ws n zhe...
watched IRON MAN after wrk...
siting at the first 2 rows..
sitting posture was damn UNGLAM...haha... for 2 whole hrs same poosition... aching everywhere... lols... almost feel asleep too...
not that the show were'nt nice but that we all so tired...after wrk...
sitting in own comfortable position... nice aircon... confirm Zzzzz de la..

ytd celebrate mothers day at my aunts hse...
miss my cousins... long timme nv see...
normally talk less with them... but donnoe why talk alot ytd...
bonding was high up... even called one another to chat...
hmmm this feeling n bond is finally back... m happy abt it...
ytd all was abit tipsy too... drank some ice white wine...
u all shld try...

FONTANA FREDDA

MOSCATO D'ASTI

LE FRONDE

this is the name of the italian whine... more to champnge n white wine...
is sweet n nice..act jus a bottle... this is the full name.. u all shld try... ahhah.. feel in love... gonna drink them all the way

talk n drink with my cousins... den slp late... worked morning.. aww so buang n now slping time!!!

-gone

2008-04-29T23:26:00.002+08:00

OH the WEATHER IS A KILLER!!!

是热的lo!!!...
zua(hokkien for hot) dao... re dao... n sian dao...
Gooodness how to carry on life like that?
won't it be SUPER DUPER MEANINGLESS?!
NO RAIN NTH...
lols
sian dao.. hmm.. 2nd day of sch... it goes on pretty fine..
jus that many many chim things inside my brains n gonna stick with me for 15 wks!!!
SIAN DAO!!! lols...
i hope to get over with all things n relax.. its really a killer
have LAW lect today... doesn't seem too bad... HOWEVER when comes to exams u'll be SHOT DOWN FLAT!!!
haha thats the funniest thing of all...
too many things to do... lols.tutorials n more tutorials... harder n harder..
STRUGGLING LIKE NOBODY BUSINESS

-gone

2008-04-28T22:11:00.002+08:00

OH MY OH MY!!!
Its the first Day of sch today!!!
OH GREAT OH DAMN!!
reach sch at 1 sharp.. see some familiar faces.. n some strange ones..
hmmm however life have to move on this way rite?
m not use to schooling as yet cos have been slacking all along...yawns all the way la.. but sian la.. is still like that lo...
teacher is still ok la...
but BusLAW teacher is a killer... the module too... everytime gg through th lessons it reminds me of VEON!!! the rules that he recite for me n i find it chim...now i can understand how he study n struggle with his BA LIA n the english... IS SO HARD!!!
haha... what to do... is still like that... nxt sem will be A GREAT DAY!
2 MODULES ONLY!!!
can't wait sia... HURRY HURRY.... wonder how tmr is like...
I WISH I WISH for a BETTER DAY AHEAD!!!

-gone

2008-04-26T13:42:00.002+08:00

YAY YAY!!!
run away frm wrk...
giving the excuse that my mum don allow me to wrk cos sch starts...
AY SEH... haha clap for me man.. lols...
so today n tmr most prob u will not be seeing me or hearing...
"thanks for calling levis"... haha.. Ay... sian

ytd went to wrk.. relief gals till 6pm...
having hell lots of fun with ana for the past few days... relief their counter all the way sia.. haha trying on jeans... MODELLING... competing sales with mens(i'm a betrayer for goodness sake)...haha gals always at the winning stake except for that day... SIGHS... shall not mention.
THAT MONKEY CAME WITH QUEK....
(angeline n mr henry quek)... lols...
they came for shop visit... ANGELINE ACT SHOCK DONNOE ME...
still ask ana new staff huh... sia la.. KNN... she idoit... den start praising ana for the stocks movement... their inventory n all.. lols.
QUEK ask abt the bad sales day... talk bad abt me... sia la...
slow... TORTOISE... nv get things done de...
hmmmm heard phillipinos coming... alot of MIC in taka too.. HOW TO COMMUNICATE... buying power here strong sia...ana ask QUEK cos there no chi speaking full timer... QUEK SAY SEE HOW...
sia la.. sales bad see HOW...he gg to survive n ans sia.. lols

back at mens counter after 6pm... shocked to see stocks..
4 cartons came at ard 3... only 1 carton is DONE!!! by 2 uys sommore...
whole place in a mess ok... cannot find space to put jeans say no space liao... DEN HALLO... HOW I MANAGE TO DO SO...?
horrible sia... not at mens counter for a wk is like as if TSUNAMI came... wonder how issit like when i'm back on the 1st may... it must be like i don see levis anymore sia... wonder if the new phillipino will help or NOT...
ABIGAIL... m counting on u!!!

-gone

2008-04-24T13:39:00.002+08:00

THIS IS LAME
THIS IS LAME!!!

i can nv get out of COUNTERS
transfer list came out...
MY lao dou ANDY as usual will always stop over at LVC no matter what before transfering to new places... how lucky can he be.. earning commission all THE WAY!!!
haha
WS damn xing fu...have jac n ying ying now
BUT is ok i GOT IRVIN...hehe...
jealous eh...wahs...kind of miss him somehow...
when c him suddenly to meet me up for meals...
its like brighten ups my day
ytd alone at taka gals...
damn bored la... closing sales was only a pair of BIC SKINNY $179.90
ANGRY SIA... feel so gulity... SRY ANA... make ur counter canot hit taget...
sighs... damn pissed of.. life still revolves round men... lucky have a new gal coming...
ABIGAIL... frm phillipines...which is OH MY GOD...
YES MUM YES MUM alll the way... whahaha....
cannot imagine...
heard frm jac that they're rather messy...
donnoe this one will anot... cos the VANESSA i noe at LLP super neat...
haha... hope this ABIGAIL will do me good.. if not.... i FEEL EVEN WORSE...

lols...

-gone

2008-04-21T11:23:00.002+08:00

m jus wondering...
why everything happen so so suddenly...
suddenly miss the pple working ard me...
not the current one but the past.
went to visit ws n ah xiong ytd...
hmmm seeing them happy makes me envy...
yeah.
sometimes can tell that they are in a miserable situation like me.
but at least there's a little support n help.
seeing me all u can see is a bee buzzing ard all the time...
clearing shit...
jus away for hrs reliefing the girls side which i always do recently...
they keep crying for help
ARE THEY MAN OR NOT...
sometimes jus feel that they are nth... with or without them...
whole place in a mess... i clear shit..
JUS WONDERING.....
has the word NEATNESS exist in MENS' DICTIONARY?

.... -_-"

2008-04-14T11:47:00.002+08:00

Why must it ALWAYS BE ME?
everytime anything happen all i do...
ALL I TAKE IN... w/o any help
these 2 wk ends my incharges sick...
n nowadays everywhere short of manpower
all go on leave left me alone...
work like mad work like dog...
THE HEAD NEVER APPRECIATES...
pple like ME!!!!!

welll everywhere i go all short of manpower...
LCEN,LLP,LTSC,LHF,LGW,Taka mens...
everywhere i being transfer all not enough staff de...
WHATS WRONG WITH ME OR WHATS WRONG WITH THE COMPANY THAT I HAVE TO SUFFER IN THIS MANNER...
down with flu recently... still have to wrk... if not who open shop?
all mc de mc all on leave de on leave left ME!!!
partimer wrk like incharge

GUESS THIS IS MY LIFE...
THATS WHAT THEY WANT ME TO LEAD...
A "VERY MEANINGFUL" LIFE

-gone

2008-04-09T15:47:00.002+08:00

jus wondering...
if running away frm the truth really happen on me..
jus donnoe y...
sometimes needed someone jus to lend on...
need a shoulder to cry on...
couldn't help myself to actually think and accept what has happen to me all this while..
need a breather..
need a listener... need many many many consoles...
need someone to say..."Come on, It's alrite"
how i wish how i wish how I WISH...
SOMEONE...SOMEBODY...SOMEDAY will say this to me..
maybe it'll come...
maybe not so soon...
MAYBE NEVER....
there's so many so many SO MANY SHOUT OUTS i need to...
somehow m jus weak...
somehow m jus speechless...
somehow m jus a shadow...
somehow i'm jus NTH...

-gone

2008-04-07T10:54:00.001+08:00

sian dao sian dao SIAN DAO....

sighs everyday like that boring boring pass time i hate it lo..
really la.. everyday pray hard to be transfer back to boutique..
is much better this why than counter.
counter super slack but supervises with many eyes frm management..
boutique wise is jus by cctv.. which not many will check too..
sighs miss the days of fun n laughter
ytd went to meet WS at bugis to go home...
sit at macs wait for them..
talk to ah xiong too..
haha... talking... laughing... MISS THEM LA... i must say.. so make it a pt to meet them after wrk...
but den is jus a short one os today RP sch opens!!!
its back to sch day.. mine nxt wk so.. is rather fast too.. HOPE transfer list will do us GOOD!!!
HAHAH

-gone

2008-04-03T10:57:00.007+08:00

31st March 08

me,linda,ws

jac, me, linda ws
A Wang n Linda
A wang,me,linda
The whole taka crew (jac n kit not in there)

jas n me

Darren n ME!!!

1 April Outing

linda and me happily taking candid shots

my worst bites of all

3 in 1 komali's leg

the white tigers

the polar bears

my fav elephant!!!

jac twin best fire fighter of all

me and otter

wei zhe n me

ws n me

2008-04-03T10:46:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was my first day at wrk at taka men
It was not as bad as what i expected like super boring
Closing :1.6 k
lols... which is not bad a result alr..
wells kinda talk to Alvin the 2nd incharge more than the MingXin(ER XIN).
lots of expectations frm ERXIN and was practically late ytd... but who cares i wasn't inform abt the timing... nor need to bring ic too... KNN
lols.
Quite enjoyable la.. den i heard news frm taka girl..the one who got kick out of taka boutique that all cannot tar han that kind of place
eg:
- too stressful alr
- too many stocks
- donnoe cashiering
- packing and organizing stocks is a killer
- all time greeting
- alot of paperwrk
- jac despice them?!
- nora getting to hate the place

haha there's act so much to learn... the management think is an easy task for them... worse still have this feeling that we might be back to pick shit!!
they must have all in all 5 staff per day wrking... esp till closing.. not more than that... if not go other place relief eg LRC... they are like all complaining what the hell lo. Is indeed totally nonsense la.. heard 2 got kick out as i mention cos big boss went shop visit no greeting was heard..
sia la.. they also have to remember 5 steps selling, brand essense.. haha this makes them super irritated thats wat i heard lols.many feel like quitting soon as all give LL faces le... haha

now u noe how stressful it is at boutique.. so nv make wrong decision putting wrong pple in the shop u'll screw up everything...
now pity kit n jac who always picks shit...
anyways more updates abt taka will be on soon...

-gone

2008-04-02T10:56:00.003+08:00

hmmm all the days has really come to an end le ba..
taka staff gather on the 31st mar...
the maybe last supper ever ba...
all quit de dou quit le...
all transfer dou transfer le..
sad la...
*sobs*
last day at heeren.. pretty enjoyed ourselves...
seriously... don mind stay in heeren.. though frankie
i find that boutique though more stress but u can truely learn alot of things...
now i cannot touch cashier, alteration... my another source of income gone le... *cries*
of all i wanted is to cry n scream out loud...
why all this must happen so suddenly and quickly..
i'm always the ball that rolls..
incharge in taka man is MING XIN... i must call him ER XIN instead..
he's really indeed an unreasonable species..
shall not elaborate.. i'll see how long he can tar han me or i tar han him...
SO GOOD xiong and ws tgt... which makes their life more brilliant..
somehow jus feel like gg there..
lols

1 apr

i had the whole day out with linda and py at the zoo as well as k box...
haha super duper happy and high la
we meet at 1, took bus 138... abt 30 mins ride we reach...
the zoo changed alot..
we took lots of pics of the animals n with them as well..
we walked all the way and explore wonders in the place...
A WANG suppose to meet us at zoo...
but PS us...
anyway anyway... WE GOT MOSQUITO BITes!!
which is obviously disgusting and unsightly... pics was taken abt that too..
haha...den we head to the ELEPHANT SHOW
EXCITING CAn... my fav.. was so high running to the elephants... taking pics of them... but sad la.. nv ride on them cos no time...
damn happy!!! haha lovable elephants... will show u more...
saw otter, tigers, polar, seals, lions, all knds of monkeys, zebra, rhino...etc!
GIRAFFE is a nv miss stop too...haha the one that PEE... can be one of the firefighter...
pee for 3 mins nv ending... JAC ya best partner!!!

after all the fun.. we left at 6... took bus to amk den train to town..
it was raining heavily... we ended up in cine singing k box...
piang eh those taka staff who din gosurely miss all the fun...
A WANG was indeed a JOKER!!! sometimes sing not bad can...
haha the place was freezing cold.. we sing all the way..
WZ who went with us din sing.. sian dao... A WANG makes me laugh until i lie on those sofa seats.. really lo.. he super high when 卓文萱comes to life... hahah...lols..
indeed great la..
when gg home all emo again..
cos this maybe the last time we meet..
esp ws n me...
NO MORE LOUD JOKES N LAUGHTER TGT
NO MORE TRAIN HOME TGT
NO MORE BUS HOME TGT
NO MORE MEETING FOR WRK...
NO MORE NO MORE NO MORE

py n me
NO MORE SECRETS TO SHARE
NO MORE COMMON TOPIC TO TALK
NO MORE MAKAN TGT
NO MORE SHOPPING TGT

linda n me
NO MORE SHUTTING HER UP
NO MORE LOOKING AT HER WHEN SHE MENTION******
NO MORE MEETING UP FOR WRK
NO MORE 娴婷~~~~...
AWW NO MORE... awwwW...

HOPE MORE GATHERINGS WILL COME..
keep in contact k

*more photos coming up soon...

-gone

2008-03-29T00:08:00.004+08:00

I'm a ball....

M PROUD TO ANNOUNCE THAT MY LIFE SUCKS AFTER

SEPT 07

hmmm was wondering why when i c the transfer list n the memo that came out...
MEMO:
NO SITTING ON SELLING FLOOR DURING OPERATING HRS

Transfer list:
Mostly taka staff all transfer to departmental stores...
except JJ n the incharge... the only survivor..
PY remain in boutique... so PLS DON QUIT...

didn't know what to do n how to express myself... jus cried...
JJ n CMA see me worried sia...
JJ tell me alot to look on bright side...
say can find them makan...
but seriously out of the 7hrs... 1 hr with u all... 6 hrs what i do...
ROTT AT THAT PLACE
????!?!
sighs true la... less stress n counter.. which means better.. can focus on studies too
but i'll turn MOULDY...
HOPE TO BE BACK BOUTIQUE SOON...
all taka boutique pple gone..
WS n XIONG the best... GO BHG BUGIS!!!!
haha... sighs... really sad...
also wondering wan to quit a not?
sighs....
all ISETAN SCOTTS ppl transfer over to taka boutique..
OH DAMN... @$#%%$$&*@$@$.
donnoe WHAT TO SAY SIA...

damn unlucky...

JOURNEY AT LEVIS:
14 dec 06 - 26 jul 07 LCEN
27 jul 07 3 hrs at LTSC...
27 jul 07 night LLP
18 nov 07 LTSC
2weeks ltr 07 LGW closing down sales
10 Dec 07 Back to LTSC
26 mar 08 HEEREN FLAGSHIP
1 apr 08 Taka mens

*in between alot of relief

sighs... when will my luck change...
ALL THANKS TO THAT MONKEY N COMPANY...
%^$%#$#%$

-gone

2008-03-27T10:45:00.002+08:00

SMACK THAT
SMACK THAT
SMACK THEM ALL ON TH FLOOR....

25th mar

went to relief LTM(M)
it was rather near my hse so i agreed with kit to go there relief...
Dannie was incharge that day... Lin frm Dockers was also ard...
M super super enjoy n happy when i m there relief all on song...
den dance... den gossip... den disturb each other..
super happy super kay siao..
den after that keep receiving miss calls frm linda n py...
shocked to hear the TREMONDOUS NEWS THAT HAPPEN IN TAKA!!!
WS, PY, A WANG, YU KAI n ME all transfer out!!!
KNN...
i was so angry.. talk to linda.. hear her voice i angry until cry...
but den again still have to face it... but still very moody in wrking..
DAnnie n Lin cheer me up... den started playing again...
however den again walking back home...
that nv had feeling came again...
aww...

26 Mar

Today Eric asked me wrk full shift!!!
sia la... NO OFF!!
angry sia... me transfer to heeren..
Py to PS
WS to lucky
Yu kai to Lrc
A Wang to Departmental store!!!
Which means no si shua shua frm A WANG
NO xiao he he frm DARREN... no more gossips.. no more laughter...
everyday they msg seems to be very sad...
i can have that kind of feeling...
but i think i'm the worse among all of u ba...
the pple there is in their own world.. apart frm jas n cma is gal... no more alr...
cannot even get in their world...
they are really selfish too i donnoe what to say abt them
ytd visitors came... routine is not smth that i like...
REALLYY HOPE TO GET OUT OF THE PLACE

THE TRANSFER HAPPEN SO IMMEDIATELY THAT U HAVE NO ROOM TO SPEAK FOR YASELF...
jus because we did $600
EVER TAKA HISTORY!!
if wan to transfer gif notice can... this thing happen so fast!!! n sudden... all cannot take it sia..
have talk to DARREN... he seems rather sad...
but he says life has jus to go on...
so is like jiu zhe yang ba..
can see frm all the faces... when they come visit me at heeren..
LINDA n PY esp...
they really need us ard..
aww... gals... jus hang in there... u pple gg to quit anyway..
ME STILL CANNOT RUN AWAY FRM FRANKIE...
sooner or ltr sure kana fuck again.
IS IT SO THAT $7 CAN NV RUN AWAY FROM THE BIG SHOP ISSIT?
HEART PAIN SIA... WHEN CAN I BREATHE PROPERLY
NO ONE IS HELPFUL AT HEEREN
oh sighs..
really hope this nightmare cn end...
need a breather
sighs.!

#$&$&$@^&^!@
#^%#^%#^%#%%!#!
^#%$#$$

hopping for my sat off n 1 apr...
gather gather!!!
for now.. take care...

-gone-

2008-03-25T10:31:00.002+08:00

CONGRATS TO U KIT!!!
Kit has jus announced that she is pregnant!!
HAPPY FOR U!!!
Mother to be pls take GOOD GOOD CARE of urself...

ytd sales was indeed bad...
can use our hands to count the no pple that step in n who purchased items frm us
I'M PROUD TO ANNOUNCED THAT TAKA HAS MADE THE EVER MOST HISTORY!
It's with a CLOSING SALES OF $600 ONLY
yes! u did not see or hear wrongly..... IS INDEED TRUE...
the whole mall was very empty...
so is our shop...
staff all ard... talking n playing... w/o any customers ard...
Yew fei , Darren n JJ was talking abt women... was jus into their conversation...
YEW FEI seems to be the best!!! he knows everything abt WOMEN likes, dislikes n behaviour...
Darren n JJ have to kow tow to him lo... haha
YEW FEI next life don be a girl is a waste i think...
A WASTE!!!
he entertained us alot with all the horny stuff that he could think of...
we extended hrs to 10 due to low sales...
instructions frm the MONKEY!!
SHE CALLED...
Kit dio gan...
she wasn't happy with the sales we do...
CANNOT BELIEVE NO CROWD... must say LESS CROWD...
but is the truth wat... we shouldn't lie... if we say less crowd den our sales shouldn't be so bad wat rite?
she will SAY DON CHALLENGE ME
she even asked who no mood to wrk... who show attitude!!!
she wants to see the individual sales...
M PROUD TO SAY THAT I"M THE WORSE N WILL SURELY DIO GAN...
all see with their eyes that i did what i can...
so I"M GG TO FIGHT WITH U>>>
SO DON CHALLENGE ME!!
kit cried afther the phone call
she seem helpless..
n MONKEY WAS UNHAPPY WITH THE AL that jac took...
which is so ridiculous...
n i bet CMA will transfer here... cos MONKEY is DESPERATE for her...
ANgeline seriously did see the CCTV...
jeanie admitted nobody...
but she jus don admit
she want us to talk more to cust...
i'll jus emphasize to that MONKEY all i can...
if not... all will be a GONER!!!

___DON CHALLENGE US U MONKEY!!
#%^&>%$)$@!@$

2008-03-24T11:02:00.001+08:00

sian...
may i noe why now a days pple take things for granted and find fault at others?
should that be the way?
or push it to others...
its been like that all these while and changes aren't made...
issit the problem that lies on u or us??

uncertainties that we have are many many MANY...
soon all will come and go....

2008-03-22T10:25:00.002+08:00

WOOHOO...
days passed alr..
sch reopens drawing nearer n nearer...
can we not start sch?!
me hate sch seriously...
with all the things coming ur way.. no time for breather...
haha....
these few days donnoe why hate pain again?
everytime giddy giddy wan to faint like that sia...
haha... guess i'm too tired ba...
but like i don think so leh... WAHAHA...
nightmares has come to me also which makes me couldn't get my slp well...
argh... why why WHY...?!?!
thats it thats it!!!

CMA came to relief for a wk...was indeed happy to c her ard... the bubbly self is always loved by all...wahaha...
but sad to c someone ard... BLOOD PRESSURE BOOST **ding ding DING**
BECOS OF U nv changed at all....
AH WANG(yew fei) SHADOW too!!!
BORING!!!
BP **ding ding DING!!

GONE-

2008-03-19T00:46:00.002+08:00

MY RESULTS IS OUT!!!

I PASSED ALL...
m happy to say that...
MUCH MUCH better than last semester...
GOT INTO retail management...
haha

NO REGRETS...
finally see Bs... in my results...
though not to what i expect some to be...
but m really relief to see them out with better grades...
hahah...

thanks!!!

now waiting for timetable...
hope is another better begining ahead...
WOOHOO!!!

2008-03-19T00:11:00.002+08:00

it was indeed a horrible day...
i feel so emo today...
went wrk looking pale as many said that to me...
thinking i m sick...
i feel so stuffy in my chest and moody on the other hand..
headache as well too...
nv talk much eally until the very late evening...
energy started to boost...
they tell jokes talk crap...
but m still calm n not smiling...
ws keep saying i LOOK PALE...
GOODNESS!!!
heard jac was scolded by HQ reguarding staff sitting on selling floor = CHERYL LIM
i was pasting barcode at that point of time...
COOL... counselling form is coming my way!!!
HOOORAY!!
thats it man... IDOIT!!

went break with LINDA den have better meals...
look slightly better but back shop pale again..
den ANGEL- LINE.. came..
horrible...!!!
she make everybody so serious n quiet...
steph came with a new hair cut...
was criticise by DARREN saying a look a like ru hua
-_-"
but i feel is ookies lo... but some pt of view like ru hua...
OMG!!
haha den she gif comments like

-8 tops display on shelvings
-old stock gita warehse
-cannot sell gif LRC

sia la... alot gif LRC...
we no stock to sell...
sales bad don say us
den ask yew fei do accs..
i gif him my help...
that MONKEY scold me!!
KNS...!!! i also accs dept wat... wats wrong wit helpiing...
she asked yew fei to clean the belts too...
n jac ask him to vaccum the whole place

left the shop near 11pm...
train home with linda n mei mei..
talk abt some issue to clea my doubts..
linda n i somewhat agreed...
haha....
DON"T DENY THE TRUTH!!!

-_-"

2008-03-18T12:04:00.002+08:00

sighs...
ITS ANOTHER BRAND NEW DAY!!!
haha

oh wells...

ytd head to wrk wit linda...
reach shop n shocked to c a NEW PARTIMER...
PARTIMER AGAIN?!!!?
yes!!!
but this part timer is old bird lo... once wrk in levis den rejoin back again recently...
haha... THATS HIM - LIM JUN JIE....
haha JJ... the idol... but don look like him of cos...
still doubting if he could sing his song
JIANG NAN!!!
JJ u can do it man...
impression of him was ok... nth much to worry abt...
though he forget most of the things... but absorb fast!
OLD BIRD ma...
not bad la...
brings help..
BUT JAY GEE... y part timer again huh?
does it mean that my life in taka will be short again...?
as long as more PT come in... place in the shop is smaller
DOES IT MEAN I"M THE BALL!!!
goodness me....
WA MAI( hokkien) hahah...

ytd doing the price tag labels.. all HIGH...
shop nobody... did 1.7 k...
the lowest of all
so WRITE REPORT AGAIN!!!
SIAN DAO... haha
we did the changing of price tag... teach new comers how to do....
the YU KAI... makes me boils everytime i talk... but tar han... new comer ma...
but sometimes rreally... he must make u angry.. if not he got nth to do like that...
SO BOY AR... pls... though older than me but MATURE CAN?
haha... was saying all high HIGH HIGH!!!
all finish the bottoms price tags den find tops...
TOPS IS A KILLER!!!
is the hardest to find...
alll sudden seem so serious reciting the description of tops given in computer...
all looking high n low...
screaming n shoutimng... finding the hidden tops...
all see until eye pain...
tired n exhausted...
even DARREN ALSO WENT CRAZY... like nv CRAZY BEFORE KIND...
alll really went NUTS... real NUTS!!!

wells... linda n py tender le
rather sad...
but life still goes on...
thougjh cannot bare with the pain
but still have to...
OH my MEI MEI (s)
zai hui le...

2008-03-17T10:08:00.002+08:00

Many a times

things is not what we want to have or wish for

it all jus happen for a reason...

for the fact to live on

perserve on

strive on...

all happens not without a reason... a purpose, an experience that all must go through

seriously speaking...

mood was not that good recently...

donnoe why lo... jus like that lo..

sometimes may feel moody but sighs...

the 2 gals have not sign their tender form n i guess they'll do it today ba..

NO STOP U...

thats ur choice...but as usual... will MISS U GALS DE....

haha...

thats it thats it!!!!

2008-03-15T22:13:00.002+08:00

TIRED TIRED VERY TIRED!!!

hmmm haha it was indeed boring ytd...
w/o the presence of the noisy ones and fun ones...
阿兄...馨馨... 嘉韵(paisei maybe type wrongly)
oh wells ... i must say without them it seems that life is boring and short. ytd m full shift with MEI MEI(larissa)... she's really MEI MEI lo... many agree with me... don even look like 16 sia..
ookies oh wells anyways... ytd was BORRED as i mention...
went bank, doing alteration all the way to spend my WHOLE MORNING doing nth...
haha nv serve cust hor...haha.. COS NOBODY!!

SHOCKING NEWS!!!
yew fei have warning letter and 2 mths extend probation... like WTH.. he sian diao lo...
i also find a little ridiculous... though nth much i can say abt him... but he did improve i must say.
AGREE?

wells ytd got new comer... CALL YU KAI... 20 yrs old...
name was recorded wrongly by JAC as ZHI KAi... sighs... that was indeed boring...
ookies.. he incharge of mens section... steph went to teach him cuttings followed by py...
den MEI MEI was given the opportunity to guide him along like the dos and donts too...
thanks MEI MEI... great job!
wells he is rather ok la... jus find that he is messy and have alot of stunns(py u noe la hor)...
like to stand at cashier counter... doing nth... do greet pple.. but hardly approach...
willing to learn more things and eager to learn more... but very forgetful... SIGHS...
this makes me and kit fume all the way...
stand at counter many times... shoved by kit... walked away den not long after stand back again...
-_-"
eager to learn alteraion, cashiering and ladies cut where his mens section is a problem...
always double confirm with him... he said he noe... but act he doesn't know much... KIT and I observe him... find that he's abit slow in learning... but we nv like scold him la.. new ma... but sometimes he's actions and qns repeat many times... KIT and I fume... tell him to correct him ... same thing happen... haha... what to do... Kit say all try to gif feedback abt him a wk ltr lo..
see how he progress... lets help and guide him... and EMPHASIZE words to him.. haha...
wells.. all should be given a chance to change.. so BOY HERE U GO... SHOW US U CAN DO IT!!

TODAY IS STEPHANIE LAST DAY ...
rather miss her...
though starting...
but she improved and we find her a great company too... haha
THE WAY I ARE... will always be remembered...
hope u like the PERFUME AND SEDUCE YA DARREN... haha... so is the g-strings and all..
SPECIAL GIFT FOR A SPECIAL FRIEND...
u'll always be remebered..
STAY CRAZY AND MAD!!!
CAUSE THATS STEPHANIE!!

2008-03-13T23:23:00.002+08:00

RAIN RAIN GO AWAY...
everyday go wrk must make me late if not DRENCHED...
my goodness me!!! pls let it stop at least... gonna catch a cold real soon...

ookies alrites wake up super late today at 1130...
had my meal den rain like more than jus CATS AND DOGS
HORRIBLE...
went to wrk wit shorts... feeling feeling darn cold...
den den CHANGED OUT AND START WRK!!!
sian...
was like super scared frankie so start memorising the target and all...
super sian dao...
den do break down of sales... which is horrible!!!haha yes is HORRIBLE...
haha... not long after michael came... talk talk abit den laugh laugh abit den continue again.... do breakdown sales so is like sian...

frankie came i din even look at him but can sense he wan me to greet him... i don care him
SERVE CUST MORE IMPT RITE? frankie?
lols
den he says this... and act instructed jac to tell us too...

-Target for mens- 70k
ladies-65k
accs- 20k
-weekly meeting on sat starting frm 27th march
(all full timers must attend... partimers doing morning must attend)
-do breakdown sales for individual and update him
-positioning: mens- kit(leader), Darren, ws and Zhi kai
ladies- jac(leader), amy,linda and py
accs - yew fei(leader), larissa and cheryl
LIKE OH GREAT!!!
HATE it sia..

is super RIDICULOUS... pls tranfer me out... had enough... no tolerance le...

I DON WAN ACCS ...
I DON WAN FITTING ROOM
I DON WAN FRANKIE!!!

GONE-

2008-03-12T23:29:00.002+08:00

I THANK U PY FOR THIS BLOGSKIN!!!

hmmm... everything has been the same today as usual before i woke up late...
went for my regular dental CHECKUPS which is every six mths ... it cost me a bomb alrites...
they found a whole in my tooth where i have to fill up as well... like what the hell did they find... they cannot find anything but A HOLE... i thought GOLD MINE... haha.
i spend 200 bucks... can u believe that i spend 1/3 of my pay for the last mth on it... den i went to buy GUESS watch at city chain weeks ago... which my almost 1/3 of pay went into it too...
so with all my expenses currently, i guess i have nth much left.. ITS A PAIN!!!

meet linda and ws and take train to wrk after my dental... it was raining heavily at hougang like more than JUST CATS AND DOGS... but when reach orchard... the whole place seem so dry... the rain has not conquered that far yet i suppose... HAHA...

reach the shop...changed out and preparing for wrk le...
DARREN help AMY alter jeans ONCE AGAIN... which is like without fail... donnoe why too..
wan to taper jeans go outside professional do lo... wan nice nice but don wan to PAY SINGLE CENT find DArren... make use of AH SHENG only... haha super angry sia... can see SHENG XIONG so stress doing the jeans... AMY keep say THANK YOU THANK YOU... haha like i donnoe how to say like that... always make use of SHENG XIONG.... sia la...

went break with PY and JAC to eat AYAM PENYET!!! my all time fav... den talk abt AMY again...the more we talk... all fuming... haha... like WHATS THE PT MAN... sian alr lo...
see her stunn n pattern can kill man... KILLER... haha shall not talk much or i will boil..

BACK...
went to play BINGO... hahha all i started it days back where we play battleship in the SHOP...
as it was totally empty and no customers so decided to play...
ITS ME WHO STARTED THE DAMN THING
haha....anyways... we think of punishment on who lose...
first we did was jus flick losers hands..
but as it become more exciting it become PLUCK HAIR.... n is JAC STOMACH HAIR
thats the worst... PY and I cannot bare to pull her hair cos is really disgusting lo...
JAC CHASED US ALL THE WAY...
i laugh until can faint can........ shall not elaborate alr...
she's like a real pervert suddenly sia...
all the way till night when CLOSING...
hahaha

NEWS TO SHARE:
-FRANKIE TAKING OVER TAKA AND THE KATHLYN NO MORE INCHARGE OF US
-MEETINGS WILL BE WEEKLY AS USUAL
-POSITIONING IS NEEDED ONCE AGAIN....
-DAILY MEMORISING OF TARGET UPT AND ATV COMES HANDY AND MORE OFTEN ALREADY
- BREAKDOWN SALES OF MENS AND LADIES...
-MORE COUNSELLING LETTERS WILL BE GIVEN.... HAHA
-NO MORE JOKES ANYMORE..... SERIOUS...
- 2 GO BREAK AT A TIME... NO MORE THAN THAT!!!
-NO MORE HI WELCOME...

WHICH MEANS TAKA BECOMES NO FREEDOM....
NO MORE (FREE-FROM-THE DOOM)!!!

OH GREAT...!!

tmr there will be a surprise visit frm frankie...
so STAY TUNE...

2008-03-11T19:39:00.002+08:00

Finally... today is my OFF DAY..
rather happy... cos can at least relax at home ma...
these few days head very giddy... head very pain everytime i wake up n during wrk.. donnoe why. my leg also pain... like very pain!!!
sian la... sighs...
m like rotting at home.. abit sick la... donnoe why

为何为何为何

goodness man... haha.. whole day at home thinking to get outside n chill awhile but HARD..
my grandma's health is deteriorating...
scary sia..
ever since that day she fell frm the toilet...
sprain her leg n hand...
see sinseh ok alr can walk...
few days back she suddenly faint..
now she's too weak to walk.
need a walking stick as her friend now...
or rather she does not have sometimes enough strength to hold the stick...
this really worries me especially...
she stand on her feet den faint again... these few days.. many times..
NEED pple to be by her side all along...
she cannot be left alone...
she fainted twice infront of me.... TODAY... almost faint..
SCARY... sobs*
I'm scared... VERY VERY SCARED...
sighs..
MY BELOVED GRANDMA pls get well..

.............................................

2008-03-10T11:41:00.002+08:00

hmmm days passed...
getting tired.. counting down to my OFF DAY!! its TMR!!
WOOHOO...

ytd is WS birthday...
did the planning long ago... everything was so smooth..
did some surprise for WS by plotting a show wit the guys...
YEW n PK... wahaha...they DID IT..
WS fall for it!!!
Sry gal... it was suppose to be a surprise as i knew u will know we will plan something for u...
NOt much of a surprise so i find the GUYS FOR HELP...
linda was actually in for the plot cos she n WS is close.. scared she'll say... thats what the guys think too... so NO ONE TELL LINDA until DARREN say to lINDA....
hahah LINDA FUME... it was ytd at ard 3 plus...damn funny la...
But sry linda to keep the secret... not don trust u but.. hahah... u shld noe la..
NOT TO WORRY... all ANGRY WIT DarrEN wHEN TELL LINDA THE TRUTH... but HE"S a hao nan ren so will not bluff girls de hor LINDA?

wahaha...
bought EVERLAST JACKET n CHIP for her...
see frm her face she really enjoyed what we plan for her...
SEE HER CRY shows her happiness...
me also miss PK n YEW ...
so are they too... miss them...
hit them like nobody's business... mani mnai nonsense!!!
hhaa we are back as a family again..
enjoyed the supper n celebration...
REALLY GLAD THAT the gals enjoyed...

AS a promise that i have made to YEW n PK...
to stay close n help n guide n protect u gals....
will go all for it for everything...
see u all sad these days makes me come out with this plan
really happy to see u all HAPPY..
will do the BEST to help... so no worries if u face any doubts or trouble..
ME SHALL DO THE JOB AND MAKE yA DAY ALIVE...
will do my best... like ANY SISTER to the YOUNGER ONES...

WE ARE A FaMILY!!!

2008-03-07T10:23:00.002+08:00

Its gonna be another hectic day ahead...
TOO MAnY THINGS COMING ALONG...
SUPER DUPER TIRED...

OFF IS nxt FRI... which is like so long more to go..SIghs..

recently moody donnoe why... really really MOODY!!
Argh... maybe is time to scream n cry i GUESS...
thanks Linda for listening out my SORROWS... n PY tooo ahaha
Somehow i gonna let out..

OH DAMN....

2008-03-06T21:57:00.002+08:00

hmmm.. wonder wats wrong...

FEELING IS NOT THE SAME AS BEFORE LO...
today talk to linda abit personal things... den sian diao lo
cos talking about relationship and trust and whether one dare to go forward and express themselves anot..

For me is a NO lo...
cos m alr like felt the "making use" many years back...
like many think that CANCER(zodiac) pple are nice...
through indeed la.. though m one. but i don judge myself lo...
looking at others i tink that CANCER is real real nice... emotional... n give all they can for everything...

BUT told linda abt the experience that i had find that is even hard to express myself further..
was being NEGLECTED for no reason yrs back where both of us are BESt CHILdHoOD FRIENDs... jus have no idea why things happpen so sudden till now donnoe why we suddenly been so distant..
den linda ask if i'll express myself again..
i'll say noe... maybe was hurt TOTALLY ONCE BA... don dare to speak up again!!!
so i jus keep quiet at times ba... don wish to express again as i SCARED the pain AGAIN

-_-"

2008-03-04T19:01:00.002+08:00

OF ALL I MUST SAY...
DIFFERENT PPLE LEAD DIFFERENT LIFE...

we don have to do things to meet others needs..
though sometimes we have to do things to make pple happy...
but think in a way... DON HAVE TO FORCE OURSELVES TO DO THINGS TO MAKE OTHERS HAPPY when we are NOT HAPPY At ALL...

m i rite to say so...
hmmm... indeed things cannot be forced..
as long as we have don our best with no regrets why care abt others..?
everybody lead different life ma..

2008-03-01T22:37:00.002+08:00

FOR GOODNESS SAKE...

What exactly has this world become...
many pple getting things that they don like
FACING things that they actually shld not face...
but for the sake of scolding pple and find fault on pple to get smth to do...
LIKE I FIND FAULT ON U SO I HAVE THINGS TO DO...

NO WAY NO WAY!!!

thats not the way to handle pple...
handle ya staff...
WHERE IS ALL THE KINDNESS AND GRACIOUSNESS BEFORE?!
Don't let it go down the DRAIn PLS....

MANY do not want to leave but was forced to make such decisions immediately
WATS THE PT....
把自己的快乐建设在他人的痛苦上!!!

CRAZY AND MADNESS!!

@#%^$@!!#%#!%

2008-02-28T20:47:00.002+08:00

hmmm
donnoe why recently think alot again?
maybe because stress?
or because bored... or mature as the days goes by...

Dislike the way i m situated now...
with this wrk...
with personal issues...
y one donnoe how to cherish pple beside them huh?
ask pple go relief everywhere been travelling like a rolling ball....
personal.... why one won't think n plan for future...

this makes me continuing wrking no matter how hard it is to handle... cos i really need that source of income..

hmmm... guess being a BALL is my FATE ba...
wonder will the transfer list changed my fate...

BO BI AH!!!

-rolling ball-

-__-"

2008-02-25T21:58:00.002+08:00

Exams finally over i must say...
CHEERS PPLE...
finally away frm GOD DAMN BOOKS...
BORING..

haha..
back to wrk on the first day
damn god AH MO steal things...
new arrival sommore damn sway
donnoe what else to really say...

ok back to wrk was not really myself damn boring
sales wasn't that good many things makes me giddy...
i donnoe why though not busy...
maybe not use to the routine again..
i guess...
ookies...
JEANIE was back ytd...
jus visiting...
though she bad to us..
but jus miss her lo..
Kat bo hiu lan wan leh
damn angry... things always not done under her... USELESS...
miss JEANIE... cos she handle things better n maybe closer to her thats why...

den today suppose wrk afternoon become morning
cos suppose to have dinner wit family...
END UP CANCEL
always like that de lo...
manage to change shift den cancel...
if nv they CONTINUE...
sia la...
angry lo...
today damn boring la...
haha
heard that ANdy tranfer to parkway and ZUL go Vivo....
poor MEL wit new myanmmar guy...
new senior..
was wondering why now levis keep finding myanmmar pple come wrk..
issit CHEAP LABOUR... other than tegaloks?
oh pls la.. wake up

hmm.... jus came hm frm movie after wrk wit JAC
went to watch L
like is ok lo...
wats so nice
wats so cute
LIKE HALLO... LINDA... WS...
mature pls...
haha
maybe i mature not like u guys so don think this way...
he's ok only lo...
show graded for me also ok...
not very exciting but abit SADDIST... BLOOD... haha. almost vomit...
DON LAUGH!!!
pple react diff k..
sian.
tired
tmr still wrking....
donnoe how to tar han

GONE--

2008-02-18T21:24:00.002+08:00

BING BENG BUANG!!!

THIS IS THE WORST EVER DAY THAT I SCREW ALL THINGS...

WAHAHAH...

SCREW IT LA....

HAHA....

JUS STARTED THE BATTLE...

STILL BATTLING..

I FEEL THAT I'M NOT MYSELF AT ALL

SIAN...

-__-"

2008-02-17T19:28:00.002+08:00

Tmr is the DAY...

where all have been waiting for!!!

the start of the exams!

haha...

m kinda prepared for MACRO n stats...

left with marketing n accounts...

m those who do last min study.. like the most 3 days before hand...

start early does not wrk well for me i shld say...

is that a good habit?

haha donnoe why la..

don have the mood to actually study..

rite now...

m away frm books!!AWAY!!!*

hahah....

jus bo bi.... tmr i'll do well...

haha...

WAY TO GO!!!

PLAYING GAMES!

*books closed

2008-02-15T21:12:00.002+08:00

我累了.
真的累了...
不想去想...
也不想勉强...
但是我不做又能如何呢?
我讨厌现在...
但是为了未来得撑下去...

really hate the life currently m situated..
these dew days did not slp well...
issit becos of exams?
hmm... every bit i try to study nth gets in...
really force myself to study.. but worse..
sighs...
currently done with all my notes writting...
start to memorise le lo...
but den is still sian la... nth can get in NOTHING!!!
jus now tried stats... is BLANK...
hmm... ferget it la...
tmr den really go do lo... now need rest!!! MORE REst!
Never felt this way before....
.....

最近不少事情发生, 不知如何去面对...
找不到人倾诉...
默默的忍...
就这样吧...
让它吧......
久了这种感觉会渐渐的.... 慢慢的..........

2008-02-14T11:30:00.002+08:00

hmmm.... after so many days of "hell"
oh my god can...
nth is done...

on tue went to WS hse to bai nian n PLAY MAHJONG...
scary seh...
WS bro is super duper ULTRA ULTIMATE pro..
SCary...
indeed a close fight..
enjoy playing at her hse though... singing.. listening to music n PONG PONG PONG all the way..
cool i'm loving it...
end up no win no lose la...PY lost the most...
but it was for the FUN...
after that head to bishan to have dinner...
AJISEN...
hahha they are all craving for it...
we talk n laugh at the same time full of crap...
is amazing that PY n WS finish their food..... the don finish their when i'm always with them...
hahah... we crap alot.. went to ai mei ai mei.. c shoes but don have PY shoes so no pt..
she sad sad n walk away...
haha so drama...
oh wells den we parted...

MY DOOM DAY STARTED...
revising the whole day ytd... finish writing out impt nots for MACRO...
mon i've alr done withe the read through of stats...
so ALL IN ALL can say that i finish 2 modules...
hahah m gg to do MARKETING notes writing today so TMR..
i can start MEMORISING n doing PAPER...
oh thinking through ytd...
time realy flies fast...
OH crap... i haven study but write only... BORING can...
HOPE TO GET OVER IT SOON... n really soon all will be gone cos 3 days of revision only...
AHAHHA

IT"s VALENTINE DAY TODAY...
all celebrate go celebrate le...
if u happen to c pple wrking in retail line today...
MOST OF THEM IS SINGLE...
don be sad...
pls go shopping n keep SINGLES ACCOMPANY...
they are humans n HAVE FEELINGS Too...
hahah...

GALS GALS... I'll be back soon...
MISS u all

:D

2008-02-11T10:49:00.000+08:00

sian sian sian..

is really days of torture..
tiring...
CNY was not really a fun thing to do...
all the way pack up n clean up... whole body aching..
den last 2 days of wrk... before 2 wks break...
damn tiring...
the sat back to wrk.. orchard was indeed crazy..
packed with pple...
THEY NO NEED TO BAI NIAN OR SLEEP AR...
my goodness man... haha
den nvm...
not only that shop wasn't that busy...
as usual we did serve cust den ltr play play abit lo...

Whereas sun is totally horrible...
no nobody can...
i whole day at shop nth to do pack and pack...
siao liao...
tiring sia...
darren n jac was commenting abt py and my folding....
den dearest bro was like saying this call pack...
i show u WAT IS LIBRARY...

wahahha... that 杀气 is like WOOOHOO...
back frm break at pastamania...
i came pack...
librarian was packing library...
nxt time i need to take books i'll as him to take...
i don dare to touch them lo...
i don dare...
DON DARE...
sry shi xiong...

anyways... rather sad suddenely...
not in the mood to leave wrk...
no mood to study...
HAVEN STUDY!!!!
i'm angry wit myself haven study...

BUT U NOE WAT...
i'll panic...
but NO MOOD YET...
whahah..
so happily blogging....
sian...

BYE GUYS...
wrk hard n help Darren...
will be back soon

2008-02-06T20:15:00.000+08:00

hmmm... days has really passed so quickly..
And today is the EVE of CNY...

YAHHHOoo!! WOOhOO!!

woke up early today and meet THE GANG for BREAKFAST!!
Cool..
woke up at 7am today... went to bathe and meet ws, steph and linda at kovan mrt...
was late meeting up with them as i end up reaching at8am today with them...
steph n linda was writing personal msg for Yew... whose last day is Today...
OH MAN... Awww..

meet Darren, Yew n PY at lucky macs and had our breakfast!
Yew treat all of us curry puff!
YUM YUM... thanks Yew for that...
all of us enjoy ourselves... laughing and crapping all the way through
keke...
den PY and Yew say saw Jeanie.. haha we left her behind eating alone... nv call her to join us..
after food we went to start wrk le..
YEW did housekeeping... seeing him doing this makes me feel sad... he is like touching every bit of the shop... every corner every dust in the shop... m sad very sad... his back view and actions makes me donnoe how to describe my feelings...
UNDESCRIBABLE i must say...
sighs...

den IRVIN called WS and inform that he is working on SAt... hmmm m wrking too... great!
but WS is sad... cos full shift at LLP... who not sian...
LLP is worse le.... wats more a FULL SHIFT THERE??!
BORING!!!
while WS was taking to Shao ye.. she sit on the "bar" thing near one of the fix and fell...
that was indeed CLASSIC...
ahh shall not say much

in the morning everyone was super happy and high... mani pple wrk tgt is super fun n cool can.
all sing and dance not mani cust de lo...
den WS and i call cust to collect alteration... WS was sounding demanding when calling the cust down to pick up their jeans... like COME AND COLLECT YA JEANS...
Oh man.. jEANIE still wrote a script for our dear WS...
LOLs...

den we all serve cust... abit busy but was not very compared to B4.. haha... today one easy to serve most try will buy thats a GOoD sign... haha
i touch up on the scrap bk in the storeroom... all laugh at me cos i super kan jiong... ple come in the storerm i looked scared... COS SCARED YEW MA... haha
den went to eat with jac... having fun... talking about Yew and all..
sian he gone we really like.... GONE CASE... can tell frm our analysis during break time.. haha
went to look for gifts for Vanessa in the end end up buying LLS bracelet for her la...
JEANIE AND THE RE both scold me say i donnoe how to wrap present.. ARGH sia...
den went to gif the gift to Vanessa den lina suggest to gif her some $$$ for Vanessa flight ticket...
i agreed...

back to shop...
i asked darren how he is feeling...
he don wan to kio sai lo...
thats what i can tell... n he's gonna be super duper helpless...
i can say... frm his tone... feel like crying at that time but didn't...
talk and talk... realise that darren has his emotional and weak side...
thereafter linda and ws came back frm break...
YEW asked us all in to talk to us and gif us choc..
THANKS YEW...
he tell us mani things...
i cried immediately...

Yew:Cheryl, you must guide the new comers and lead them, help darren also... cos he's...
Cheryl: Stress...
(cries)
Yew: these girls may not confide their feelings to darren but u so u must help them along...

AWWwww.. sad sad sad...
i cried and promise to help...
he hope that TEAM WRK always exsist in TAKA... cos can tell... the bonding in taka is always the strongest... having the strongest team u'll get the best sales and relation...
thats smth i agreed..
can feel the deep down within Yew what his thinking...
understood the feeling that Darren has to face... the Stress and Kio sai
he's the only man left... apart frm "somebody"whom i think is useless... Have him or not also no Diff...
really...
poor darren...
i'll definitely help u de...
having study break soon... so don gif up...
don lose ya temper and control... wrk hard and i'll be back! to help u SOON... jus 2 wks only..
don keep all to urself... ask fer help... i'm here
n u girls too... try to be independent... help Darren, Jac, Kit and me out...anything don dare to tell darren tell me... we are girls! easier to communicate and confide our feelings..
to wrk well...
do things goood...
TEAM SPIRIT must STAY...

Gonna miss the days where we have u guys ard...
PK and Yew... do drop by and say hi...
we sure heed ya advice...and wrk well...

YEW
i'll guide them through the tough times thats what a sis should do
PROTECT THEM... help them grow and mature..
cos upstairs is indeed a horror...
newbies sure cannot take it as their tolerance level must be high...
so DARREN n I will HELP!!!

LOVE U ALL...

2008-02-05T21:42:00.000+08:00

hmmm... sad sad really sad

ytd after sch
went to Hougang Mall to develop pics for PK
den i went to orchard and meet WS for the gift thing for DEH (PK)
pass by levis but din wan to look in scared pple notice me ma
den Pk tapped me on the shoulder
he jus came out frm the washroom
we like say hi
but can see our eyes like sad and don wish to elaborate more
so we jus said hi and walked away
was wondering ard waiting for Ws to have her break
end up i eat wit WS n KIT when is their break time...
we went to some hongkong restaurant or smth beside AJISEN
the food taste normal la and is damn ex...
while waiting for food to be served,
Kit wrote on the scrap book that we are gg to gif for Yew for his farewell gift..
it was Damn funny... kit always forget to write things and all write wrongly... LIKE WRONGLY...
and she's super engross and eager in writing her msg to Yew ...
Ws n i laugh all our way through...
went to departmental store after that to buy Kit's silky and Lacey undergarments... haha
super lame..
den think of wat present buy for PK...
was headache thinking of that... went to diff shops leg pain sia...

so decided to stop at some place to sit...
PY and Linda wanna meet me again so i stay longer wait for them...
while waiting i do up PK's photo album that we give him as a present while doing them up and looking at the pcis i feel like crying...
that feeling is really cannot put into words
eyes red but din cry la
tears nv roll down... like sian rite
den mins ltr PY and Linda and Stephine came to Mos to find me... cos i sit there ma..
den they tell me LINDA cry... like OMG... poor thing...
seriously i feel like crying... but i jus hold back la..
can't bare but what to do...
see more of these type in levis alr immune le..
previously was like cry all out..
now learn how to let go n hold tears back...
we must learn how to grow...

sighs... den went home cos couldn't find anything...
whole journey back was feeling heavy... for donnoe what but jus feel this way...
went home i watch tv n play com games..
den ltr i msg PK...
he msg me back which makes me cry...
super touching la.. as he always say that same thing to me

sighs...
he's gone...
this morning... WS came to my hse n do Yew's scrapbook...
i see the pics and write the msg for him i feel much like crying but i didn't
i donnoe why like that la...
jus can't feel good lo...
sian tmr is the DOOM day and sad Day too...

DOOM= gg to be super busy wit all the barang barang pple and the MONKEYS
SAD= YEW AND VANESSA last day... sian sian sian

N tell u smth
I HAVEN GET VANESSA PRESENT....
???? HOW>?

-_-"

2008-02-04T08:32:00.000+08:00

sighs....

Dragged myself out frm bed... was lethagic. wasn't able to get up...
sian la.. didn't wan to come sch but still come lo.. donnoe why

ytd was my last day c PK...
wah kao sian..
all gone one by one...
ALvin "rainie", Jessie "mama", Irvin"shao ye" n PK... ah deh al gone le...
who's nxt?
WAH YEW...
sian sian sian..
all gone left with all the part timer ard...
except the YEW FEI only... boring!!!
have him, don have him also the same...
doesn't make much difference lo...
NOT VERY HELPFUL TYPE...
haha haha...

left only maybe Jac, Kit, Darren n Me who is the long lasting one...
but soon things will change again la..

jus hope that everything will go on as my will...

XIANG TAI DUO LE!!!

2008-02-03T00:34:00.000+08:00

hmm.. been really tired these days hardly go update my blog...
cos was studying for the thurs test on excel so its like HORRIBLE...
haha kinda hope that i pass lo...
keke
2/2/08

SCERaMs..i was late for wrk...
called JAC to tell her alr...
went to get my HAVANIAS at the CHECK shop n AMK hub...
every where was packed with pple therefore delayed...
wats more raining like no boday's business...
so late lo...

MIchael came to give me his staff purchase
so bought a top for myself n my sis..
den start wrking le lo...
was super HEADACHE when i'm at there can...
so mani pple.. SQUEEZY... headache... all approach me when i have change out yet... SAI la...
den was like position here abit then there abit hahha
mostly at CASHIER COUNTER WITH MY FAV DEH...
haha doing all he way with him...
we talk n laugh all the way lo... when doing cashierig for cust we all laugh like maad can...
but was kinda enjoy la... slack n enjoy
SHOP is really Busy... all the breaks of ours were delayed... mine was DELAYED 3 times cos PK was desperate for help when i sya i'm gonna leave him alone...
haha...
funny lo...
den everytime wan to find our own staff...
tHEY ARE ALL BURIED BY CUST...i don get to see anyone.. haha
all very busy... tired n tensed... DARREN WAS BLUR...
too long nv wrk.. suddenly like that he donnoe what to do..
den suddenly he EMO AT THE COUNTER n say wat if PK N WAH YEW gone... wat will act happen...

YEW:你自己保重
PK:这将是你的天下

suddenly darren so emo...
all so stunn lo..
but true la.. indeed .,.. without them i don c anyone that is potential to help except DARREN...
辛苦了!!!

m gg on for 2 wks breakk... no wonder he seh la..
no one help hime ma... no wonder he also asked me when i come back...
laughs sia...
BROTHER SO SRY... jus bare with it ookies...
will be back soon!!!

den after that encouter this stoopid counter where jac say我鄙视你! haha
that guy is super idoit...
don dare to speak up bring his sis out... useless...
i also鄙视你
still raise voice to KAT... new bird scared le n call forhelp... JEANNIE foe help
i tell darren darren say RE ASKED BM FOR HELP?
haha its indeed true.. but den.. sighs HOPELESS

whole day jac always angry...
scold bad word n 鄙视你鄙视你 all they way... wan to DA XIAO REN can...
haha..
CLOSING EVEN FUNNY...
keep scolding all GUYS N MEN she sees鄙视你鄙视你... so unglam but thats her la...
den PK also seh ku ku..
all crazy... went mad ... sing n sing laugh n laugh...
sighs gonna miss all his nonsense le la...

now pondering wat to gif PK...
Sighs...

1/2/08

JEssie n Irvin n ALvin gone le...
shop really short of pple..
ami MC...
yew fei off.. den darren last paper that day so no wrk...
steph off..
shop was busy... stock came n all was like crying for help..
all n WAH YEW wrking leh...
wat else... super short of pple man
sia la...
at night only have 6 pple tarhan can...
so all go break like one by one la...
went to the KFC alone to eat.. den reflect alot of things...
come back den was like so sian no mood alr... donnoe why so MOODY...
den ALIA came to find me after my break...
we talked n laugh all the way man..
kinda miss her la...
if not i wan to tell her alt of things n share with her all my sorrows that i've act been through man... but sighs...
den more n more crowd all like some KAN JOING SPIDER...
lucky yIng yIng frm LLP come help to relief at night if not i sue scratch n cry de...
super helpless at night..
closing was also rather slow but enjoying la... cos nice songs den we sing all the way..
den den...
head home lo.. haha

31/1/08

after all the lecture...
went home n change den go meet the LEVIS CREW FOR SUPPER...
it was the last day for ALVIN N JESSIE...
was kinda of a sad day...
however was excited for the supper as well...
cos can chill with such a big grp of family is like probably once in a life time...
other than ya own family members of cos..
really appreaciate it..
went home n change den go n meet py n orchard...
i wear nice nice de when go sch...
but ltr was like not in the mood so when i went home i changed n wear until so lok kok can...
c PY wear so nice i don when to lose out ma..
so GO FAR EAST BUY... if not werid la.. all wear sui sui i wear like LOK KOK... cannot ma...
must sama sama..
haha

went to pop first to get album for jessie den head to lucky to buy clothes lo...
i was ike stunn spend alot of money... HEArt ACHE...
until i noe that pay was on that day come n saw my pay slip the nxt day
i was nv sad.. happy n glad like lucky thing lo...
haha...
den after finish buy clothes den head to far east to do up the album..
SRY JESSIE..din complete cos we don have enough time n things to add on..
sian..
PAI sEI...
den after that went to the shop n meet them.. take lots of super STOOPid pics with mann Q n wat not n some grp pics was enjoyable la...
she saw our present she... *sobs*
den head to BUGIS n eat steamboat with them...
took AMI car... she Drives can.. n her car is like STYLO MILO...
haha
cool.. like some prada car... so super DUPER nice... cool
den we all eat n eat n eat at the place...
our DEAR JAC ASKED FOR MORE LUNCHEON MEAT...
FREAK lo...
den they take i incharge of eating...
all happily eating.. talk crap n tooklots n lots of pics...
haha
enjoyable..
JAC EAT UNTIL cannot WALK like PREGNANT
haha
when leaving... JESSIE.. erm...
sighs
sia la..
den after that went home lo.. reach home at 1 plus 2 den slp...

DEDICATION TO MY COOL MATES..

2008-02-03T00:18:00.000+08:00

DEDICATION TO MY COOL MATES..

JESSIE...

one of my best SUPERVISOR!!
have been wrking a yr plus... quite enjoy the life in levis..
is not the wrking routine but enjoying wrking with all the staff....
HAve worked in many different wrking environment...
but this is where i found the FAMILY...
the BLOOD that all flows as one... taking care of one another... no biasness as all i must say!
THANKS to all...
esp the supervisors who make life great n meaningful...
help their staff alot though they faced difficulties n mistakes... always cover us..
really appreaciate it though...

all my life in this wrking place i enjoyed most wrking with u!!!
u bring the most joy n laughter... though nag all the time.. bu kinda miss when u're gone..
thanks for everything...
hmmm... we met when we went to Dannie's baby birthday i rmb... it was the day that i know u, mama n Karine...
really... haha.. I like is GOOD DE LEH
haha
Although other supervisor treat me well... but den still enjoy wrking with u...
somehow i jus feel something special in u.. hahas.
u let us learn independently, discover things ourseleves n gif feedbacks after wrk... this is one i enjoyed most.. where all will grow n learn n mature one day.. haha
thanks...
LOVE U n all the best

ALVIN...

My GOOD DE LEI!!!
haha kinda miss the rainie!
he's really straight cut... cute n adorable i must say...
one who is quiet but has act lots of brilliant ideas n a loving heart..
Nv grumble wen asked to help out... always raised hands n say no problem...
though blur sometimes but still is cute... haha...
thanks bro! i mean RAINIE... love wrking with u lo...
i noe i cannot climb but still asked u ... trouble u for help, u are willingly to do so m touched!
THANKS THANKs...
he's one of the all part timers that i clique well with too...
one who always willing to learn n really BULL SHIT all the way...
hhaha...
RAINIE i MISS U LEH...
u're GOOD DE LEI... haha...
thanks for all man.. really thanks..

2008-01-29T21:13:00.000+08:00

Yuppie!
I love my dad!
He cooked for the whole family today.
His First ATTEMPT
A GREAT COOK!
i love him....

he did act cook for us but jus fried mee... that was like in the past!
today he cooked Fish, Ommelette, kang Kong... Potato soup... n more..
I jus love him!
all my life he haven cook for me a full meal...
I like.. LOVE U... is super yummy.. my plate is super clean n empty
YUM YUM.... hahs.
i love my father...
Now he's so free than before... take leave and bring my family out...
he changed...
last time he's busy wit his things and....
hmmm shall not say.. is the past... a unhappy one.... I jus don wan to bring it up anymore....
now everything has changed...
begin to love him more and more each day...
I hope this will stay forever and ever...

oh wells.. there's nth i can do now... rotting all the way...
PAPA i love u!

2008-01-28T01:06:00.000+08:00

OH SHAO YE

today i saw din see u...
was doing cashiering..
den heard a familiar voice...
ask linda who
and she say is u...
OH MY SHAO YE...
u're leaving...
when i see u leave the storeroom..
I say hi n was shocked...
ya eyes is so watery n red..
can see that u cannot bare to leave us...
mani undescribable words...
mani things to say...
can feel how u feel...
see u suddenly like that face me when i long time nv see u...
makes me feel...
argh.. donnoe wat to say..

REALLY LEH.. miss u lo.. long time nv see u le...
MUST TAKE CARE N KEEP IN CONTACT K...
MUST HOR..
all the BEST of the BESTIES!!!

2008-01-28T00:36:00.000+08:00

hmmm... was talking to Darren the nite before...
den slp late...
5 hrs plus of slp...
den 12 to close..
conQUER...

haha
thats damn shit...
i couldn't wake up as yet... woke up at 11..
really JUMP... i rush all the way... run to the train station at KOVAN den run into the cabin..
i shall say I RUN...
hahha
sian...
i was the early one but ltr than kit of cos...
was totally lethagic... haha
all si seh seh...
aye..
YEw FEi was late as usual...
all angry
esp JESSIE... cos he's time management really sucks!

den was doing stock... den kit try the seasonal btms..
i wan to buy but leg short pple buy will look even shorter..
kit unfold the end of the btms n is like LONG JEANS... she wore nice nice eh..
but 1/2 inch lesser..
if not she'll buy...

den i pack stock in the store room..
made my attempt to climb twice to get jeans up...
after than leg pain le... i act smart la...
haha.. asked kit n deh to help me then
THANKS...

after tat all the pple come in alr..
afternoon shift pple i mean...
haha den the morning wan all go eat left Jac...
den 1 cust come take jeans...
complain sia say alter not nice n indeed not nice...
JAC angry n Jeanie was a little unhappy...
i told Yew Fei... den he finally realter han in the end better...
but was finding jeans also angry...
cos all yew fei jeans nv label which model....
Jeans mani mani...
i angry...
not the first time n he still like that... nag at him also no use sia..
BP HIGH...

oh wells nvm.. whole day tired la..
den crapping all the way too...
PY n i had a short break cos too off tired le..
sian

eyes shutting le...

2008-01-27T00:30:00.000+08:00

hmmm sian...

this morning couldn't wake up.. cos is like too tired to do so..

meet shirley, shanny, shangyu, caden and hui ze to do the effective com project

was like meet at 12 lo... den do till 2 plus...

HEAD to wrk...

reach shop at 3

like wat the hell...

so messy.. is all in the mess... everyone is super busy n did not really realise i was here alr...

wells nvm can be understood de lo...

went to the toilet to change out cos the fitting room is like so packed but selling floor is like nobody...

den Kathlyn ask me to stand at fitting room... all the while i stand there... tired sia...

so went to do cashiering a while cos not mani crowd alr at the fitting room n all busy serving so i do transaction lo...

den Kathlyn ask Jac to take over me.. ask me to get back position again...

was like giddy at that time... not in the mood..

den was like ok lo... back into position....

den everyone came to try again.. all shout for me to do either measurement or take stock...

i served all.. measure all... went round take stocks for them... den Kathlyn ask me to get back again...

she was like saying ask pple to help... but den no one can help all busy, so i help myself lo...

sighs... alr start fuming cos m so helpless... no one can help me... all busy ma... thats why...

like not pai sei meh... ask pple to help when they are busy...

argh sian

den fitting rm no crowd i go do cashiering again.. den kathlyn ask jac to come over...

argh arghhh... was like fuming alr lo...

den nvm... back to the fitting room

jus nice serve this lady n 2 boy... whom believe to be a nephew n son...

they are JUS>>>>

CHOP THE FITTING ROOM ALL THE WAY...

like for nearly an hr before they come out... keep trying n say al doesn't fit..

m like almost gif up n they insist...

finally they got the nephew got a pair that fits him OK only... thats what he say... he came out n ask if there's more... i say yes... gif him and ask him to queue...

that time long queue...

the say they tired... don wan to queue..

i say cannot must be fair...

THEY WHINE...

argh... i insist NO they have no choice so go n try...

den their turn... CHOP THE FITTING ROOM FOR ANOTHER HR...

sian....

i served untill very tired...

QUEUE EVEN LONGER THAN WHEN THEY QUEUE...

try to close the deal but they still stuck there...

FINALLY they got what they wan... 7 items...

2 frm heeren... they wan to transfer stock...

they make me fume alr... i tired of this then Kathly like that...

i ask heeren for the stock transfer...

they say they come ltr so nvm...

i go take stockk...

like piang,.. so naggy

den i go eat at 715 pm... so late can m so HUNGRY went to eat MOS den go heeren take stock...

not long after i reach back to shop..

they appear...

now the naggy women wan stock to be transfered to heeren...

TO USE HEEREN VOUCHER...

7 ITEMS LEH...

i serve so tired den wan to gif heern sales...

i faint sia..

den i ask JESSIE FOR HELP...

she's s firm talking to the customer...

i'm really fuming.. i don wan to talk to her alr...

PUT ON "A SMILE" infront of them all the way...

i can't tarhan as the more i talk i'll fume... DEN WHEN FUME HIGH WILL CRY...

sian...

i say need to check wit incharge.. they knew jessie was incharge they tell me softly that she's fierce...

i tell them no choice this timehave to settle wit incharge cos is a retransfer i cannot help..

they like saad...

but i really cannot alr... act can solve myself...

but BP high so i stop n pass to JESSIE...

OH THANKS...

all c me angry sia..

esp JESSIE, JAC, KIT, PK n YEW...

oh goodness..

went to storeroom n..

@^#$$#&**^&^!$#

angry sia...

i always talk to them den will head to storeroom n @#$*@&$$#^*

ANGRY SIA

all can tell..

den SUPER TIRED...

CLOSING...

we pack the whole store... leave at 11pm...

reach home at 1215...

sian... took cab man...

now everyday like that ar..

no $$$ le/...

but BO BIAN

.........

2008-01-26T00:54:00.000+08:00

sian..
tired... jus off wrk only.. now blogging.. ahaha
today as usual in sch doing lect den tut...
lecture finaly FINISH.... n now is the time for EXAMS..like argh sian...
hate it lo...

den went to wrk after everything as usual but was late...
den i saw 2 monkeys appearing in our shop can...
SHOCKED>... ookies la... i shld say only 1 monkey cos Kathlyn still not one AS YET... we'll nv noe.. hate it...
den angeline go all the nonsense story... must smile... must greet in longer phrases...
HI WELCOME TO LEVIS STORE
like who donnoe that they act step in to a levis store...
then after that they emphasize on positioning... IRRITATing sia... BUT like Watever lo...
who cares... hardly gif a damn la
haha....
sales was very bad in the afternoon nobody one and sales of mine is like shit...
PY IS THE HIGHEST...
Crap wit everyone during wrking hrs..
n as usual... YEW WILL MAKE US LAUGH.. ahaha..
many funny things happen.. donnoe what to say la...

den have info that the irvin last day alr,.... tot can see shao ye cos like 1 wk nv see...
who noes now realli no need to c...
he gg to relief LAMK during the weekends den the rest will be at ISETAN PROMOS...
company really sucks... noe how to make use of staff that is gg to quit... put them relief here n there.... KNS...
HATE IT....
oh my shao ye... when you're gone.. pieces of our heart we'll be missing u...
hahah...
is really boring n boring le lo...

den hear linda say pay maybe will decrease... i PENGS can... IRRITATING
$5 back again.. who wans.... i work so hard den like that... $7 to $5 is very big diff ok... $2 per hr.... like 7 bowls of noodles i can earn per day....
KNS...
watever la...

den again that YEW FEI sighs... like to play MIA suddenly...
go toilet no need to say.. go for abt 30 mins that long... ask him why so long he say i exaggerate...
he's not helpful... n always do things himeself/...
I realise he have high JEALOUSLY... wan t feel the importance like boring...

Watever... at night pple mani mani..
at closing tot have cust in fitting rm... cos is lock...
den realise that nobody..is a kid playing wit the fitting room door...
ARGH....
our 友哥 went for the rescue... climb over the fitting room door n land nicely on ground...
wonderfull....
SALUTE... haha...
den JAc say rainie no muscle... so weak... scared climb.... cannot climb...
haha... tha jac ar...

ookies... den went home wit PY , Linda and WS..
thinking abt gifts for our BESTIE JESSIE...
n discussing abt the courses they shld take..
hhaa.. all panicking...
but now they noe where they stand n wat to choose alr...
GOOD!!!
ahahaha

took cab hm wit WS... we talked....

2008-01-24T17:30:00.000+08:00

TODAY...
day of getting o levels!
my sister was so tense up abt the results but she did well though...
i went to collect results on the behalf of her as she has chix pox
have no choice but to meet her teacher, mr lim...
overall frm wat i heard the sch need not bad...mani were happy. m also happy for my sister..
she's super smart... poly 8, JC 12... like wow wow WOW...
haha...

called PY, Mickey(pei shi), WS n Linda...
they did not bad tooo...
CONGRATS TO ALL...
but Linda still do the best la amongst all... abt the same as my sister. HAPPY FOR HER..
the rest also not bad leh.. all manage to get in to POLY which is indeed a good news...
WHY WORRY ITE... IS OUT ALR...
GO POLY ba...
for those wan to go JC pls consider carefully as it can be a waste of 2 yrs.. so do consider!
U pple can still continue to wrk... so don really have to quit ba... seriously thats what i feel la..
Depends on you guys though...
HAHHAhaha... HAPPY FOR U All...
Geeks.. =D

HAPPY HAPPY HappY!

SAD sad SAD...
oookies today's presentation was not that Happy la.. but no choice have to face it lo..
MY TIME MANAGEMENT JUS SUCKS.... m i rite to say?
watever la... over is over... MY FAuLT so shall not defend myself...
one shld admit mistakes...
i jus realise that..
m i not rite?!?!
Thats It... There will be no more of such to come.. so pls REFLECT!
shall not say alr...

....

-_-"

23 Jan

wake up rather unwillingly...
cos cannot slp in the bedroom...
sis have chix pox..
have to u noe... LEAVE HER ALONE... ahahha...
so went sch as usual... was a little early
so i go class first lo

den have lessons... jus tut no lec cos MRS MAK no voice... haha voiceless
cannot take lecture class so canceled n make up will be nxt wk wed 2-4pm
sian... have 4hrs of accounts lecture... headache.. haaha..
end super early at 10 la.. so i msg.. PY n WS ro meet early for lunch lo...
was slacking in sch while msging them... they agreed n i meet PY at 12 at YCK....
she tired her all MIGHTY best ti reach in time jus for me... I'm so touched, thanks...
meet Ws also... we want to have PASTAMANIA for lunch!
YUM YUM YuM..

WS meet us ltr cos she leave further ma.. when she abt to reach she received a call saying that she have to go early for wrk...
she called PY saying she'll not be meeting us...
so PY N I was like go order food lo..
MARIRANA... yum yum... Py first time eat... ShE say nice.. den we had banana pizza too... yum yum...
we are all jus to hungry
den when we settle down after our payment WS meet us again as JESSIE don wan WS to wrk empty stomach...
we had lots of food... eating and have LOADs Loads n lots of fun...
den all full until cannot walk...
WS walk like DANNIE... goodness me... haha i mISs DANNIE hahah..

we walked back to shop after our food which means head to wrk la...
was so tensed can...
cos after i changed out JESSIE FACE BLACK... scary... whole day like that scared get scolded...den ltr is 友哥...goodness... haha.. eadache lo.. all donnoe what to do..
Until i do alteration den jessie went into storeroonm i ask her if she's ok..
den i realise tat she's angry due to the borrowing of staff...
LEVIS NOW REALLY TOOO MUch..
all cock up den ask for help... all helpfrm ours..
AMI relief LHF full shift as 3 mc....
Kit go relief LLP due a sudden urgent leave frm lina...
how can sia..
all no need eat la...
not enough manpower...
haha
after that jessie slightly better when she let out... but she's still angry...
all went break except me n WS we go at near 8... cos too full...n they forget all abt us..
SAD...

PY tell me Yew Fei things...
i angry...
he really too much... haha den nvm...
near closing... Jessie, Kit nMe stand at the counter face black suddenly... all receive calls n get complains...
jessie tell me abt jeanie... n all... haha.. den kit say some joke until i laugh... even customer at the counter also laugh like mad can.. haha..
hate it hate it...
Jeanie is too much.. so is prob others... shall not elaborate as i donnoe this oone who is act at fault... so no comments

友哥 before he leave he sent regards to the 3 o level pple.... make me laugh sia...
the way he say... he cannot believe that Yew Fei also taking o's... haha laughs...
he also say mani sad things when wrking lo...
will miss him de...
he say...
Stock 要放哪里就放哪里... 不关我的事了... 反正都要走了...随便你们..
thats like so sad...
he say he only left 2wks wit us n Jessie only less than 7 days! Awww.. i miss u pple...

went home at 11pm... go to the train station...
train delay to Jurong East side... 25 mins sia...
so decided to take to marina Bay cos that one no problem...
den waited for 10 mins...!
angry....
in train at Marina bay... we took pics n say alot of funny things...
c jessie pHoto....in phone.. she is really beautiful... if slimmer can go world pagent! i must admit that...
haha talk n laugh all the way... reach Bishan station which is like at 12am...
no bus alr...
Ws n I took cab home...
give her $16 n realise i broke!
cos she totally no $$ ma.. Broke...
sian...

went home is alr near 1230...
den rest a while go online...
slp at 2am....

2008-01-22T11:41:00.000+08:00

the day has finally come...
all streess is coming up more and more...
mani are tired and and worn out..
really wan to get a breather..
YES i need to and so are u pple

now i heard that pple is gg to quit...
why leh..
leave me alone..
no body to talk to alr...
sighs.. m very sad... argh...
issit how it is gg to end? like end it in this way??!!
i DON WAN...
like that no one can help me or really talk to me le...
i also look for u pple to talk to n share things wit u..
but nowww.... it don seem that way..
things seems to be getting distant..
i don wan...
can't bare to let go..
m holding tight...
sighs...

oh wells maybe this is the time to really let go... grow up n learn..
i'm OLD......

2008-01-21T22:46:00.000+08:00

hmmm...
sighs today totally reflect alot..
on the journey home, i day dream.. thinking of mani things
sometimes jus think that things jus shouldn't turn out this way...
didn't want that to happen but cannot...

Have personal issue again la...
thats why emo everytime in sch nv talk...tired n nv in the mood to speak up.. MOOODY i must say..... m sometimes really think of jus end it n nth else...
is really making me tired n cannot breathe alr lo...
no time for myself...
all i noe is to earn $$ issit true??... knowing the difficulties that i need to u'll understand. who would wan to choose a path to tire themselves! NOBODY... living that kind of life really sucks.. m being put through diff situations...
i admit my own time management is rather LOUSY... i wan to change.......

as the days goes by... is like the older u're the faster time flies.. but i don feel old though..
nv in my life i felt this way...
many challenges and problems faced... m looking for someone to depend on and trust!
sometimes m jus as not as strong as what u see..
need a shoulder to lean on and cry on... a listening ear to hear me out when there's a need...
sometimes i run away frm problems...... but the truth is..., it's nv solved!
Feeling emo, keeping all to myself is hard... wan to jus let out ... pls burst me like a BALLOoN.. m in such a pain...
sometimes do let out abit when i'm on bed at nite...prob thats the way to relief stress ba... JUS hope that there'll be a better change...
NOTHING ELSE BUT help...

SCREAMS.........

2008-01-21T09:51:00.000+08:00

ookies la..
fine watever u say.. is right!
i've no comments seriously...
have asked but den say no need..
so wats the pt...
everytime i keep asking n updating... no one seem to bother...
understanding such situation is hard...
putting yourself in my shoes n u'll undertand..
living the world of my own... no $$ but wit my own hands to get $$ paying fees is hard!
think i don wan to quit?!
all along wanted to but cannot..
ask alr lo..... fri stay back but nv eh.
i've asked to clock in at 6 for wrk...
since thats so... i've really nth to say no comments..

m doing wat i can do... is the most i could...
pld understand...
wan me to help u release stress den pls tell me wat to do n not everything NO NEED

sighs

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2008-01-20T22:30:00.000+08:00

hmmm was really tired..
ytd did 21 k!
an unbelievable record...
all tired and everyone is CRAZY! shop in a whole mess...
but it was a great effort though!
all the way was busy.. there's nth i can really decribe but busy lo.. busy until donnoe what to say.
HAHHahs..
went break with kit n ws to ajisen..
damn full all cannot wlk alr.. stomach like a drum

when we're back saw eric n the new re...
in the storerm eric was like telling me where to station n do wat i need n wat i don need to do.. thereafter ws was being asked to station at a corner too..
told ws that eric act busy but donnoe what he's busy with... ws was luaghing and cannot believe wat i say until she saw wit her own eyes! she laughed...
den the new re was wit me almost every min at the fitting rm where i station... STRESS can but den likei don give a damn she's ONLY 26 YRS OLD... haha... abit older than me only wat hahah...
but so far find her nice la...
However cannot judge her as yet.. cos donnoe her well ma....

DEN after all the busi- ness can see 友哥's face black black so i noe smth is wrong somewhere...
knew that he's tired so m i... cos i asked him ma.. den becos ofpple bugging him where the stock is... he angry! haha... PEEPS PLS RMB WHERE THE ITEM IS CAN...
after that JESSIE was doing her usual opera after closing...which is nagging again..
actually i do enjoy this session where feedback is given n we can improve better ! i like.... none of the supervisor did that before! hahah... GOOD

20 jan 08

today morning shift...
meet ws at kovan as usual.. she full today!
meet jessie at macs at lucky plaza for breakfast den head to get KOPI for PK den head to shop!
Zul frm amk came to get the signage... n jessie talk to him lo..
den i do sales breakdown
ws n steph doing HOUSEKEEPING!!!

saying about HOUSEKEEPING , WS was vaccuming the fitting room... as usual.. PK things lie ard at the fitting room.. where all of a sudden PK socks went into the vaccum clearner all thanks to SMART WS... haha... that pt of time PK came in... WS din noe n was panicking... she saw PK n was shocked... PK was like trying hard to get his socks out but couldn't... keep saying ws n jc n i was laughing non stop... JC ask PK to buy new pair PK don wan... until he cannot get hs socks out he den buy...
when he bought it alr n put it on... ws was clearing the vaccum filter where she found PK socks stuck between the tube only... PK dui ar... he heartache cos no need to buy new pair de...
all the way we laugh like mad...
ShoP Open..
PK doing alteration... i help him cut... both of our eyes n finger jam... i mean cramp... tia lo... PK backside ache too.... ahhaha...
den suddenly shop busi all the way le till i leave...
DARREN IS BACK!!!
haha.. lucky he's ard if not less one manpower esp guy sure sian diao de lo...
our irvin as usual 梦游 alr... actually frm the start he transfer here alr like that le...
but today he super la...donnoe why too.. ... i handle fitting room as uaual..all wrking hard like mad... except the 梦游 grp... alvin, steph, yew fei, n irvin... i think AMI can join too...
today i see her i angry... argh shall not talk much!
den after went break wit ws step jessie n PK... was drizzling n therefore we did not head to else where... however cos too mani tegalok at the lucky plaza we change to wisma to eat...
saerch for seat svery long den all dispersed to get their food...
I SAW PRATA... n den i eat lo...
mean wat i say ma...
DELICIOUS SIA.. was enjoying n eating...
saw this weird guy... haha we observe him all the way n laugh non-stop... ahahha that PK la...
cos that guy was like wandering along the isle at our table whistling all theway... funny sia....
he's action all very sudden de...
den head to lucky plaza to buy drinks...PK buy 4D...
head back to wrk....
super even more pple... all go crazy
梦游 team still stay still... hahas sian.
den wrk n wrk n wrk dden head home lo... wit JEANIE...

ARGH shouldn't have gone home wit her...
she's trying to get internal news frm me!
i everything say donnoe...
i think she sense smth...
SHIT...

wells back home... had HOR FUN den nw doing hwk lo...
sian SIAN SIANNNnn....

2008-01-19T00:19:00.000+08:00

ookies ookies...

today went to sch as usual den to wrk... i msg jessie that i will be late for work in the morning then in the end i appeared B4 she appear at shop!

SHE"S SHOCKED... i feel so pai sei..
but nvm is a last min thing n i shall not elaborate cos like NO POINT alr..

Oh wells.. reach at 1.50pm... tot was the earliest in the end YEW FEI win me ! NOT FAIR!!!
den nvm.. as usual i talk talk play play... action action.. pretend pretend... haha..
was at storeroom eating my medicine den talk to 友哥 ask whether got take back the resignation letter den he say MUST HAVE PRIDE... wan to leave den leave don look back or u'll be under their control.. LIKE WOW chim!!! haha. really chim... he say the only one that motivates him to stay if Angeline would to promote him to supervisor...

友哥: if they wan me stay, can... provided they promote me lo... to SUPERVISOR.. with collar... not senior HoR is SUPERVISOR!!
I: wow wow... yah act quite true.. u are suitable to be den be taka supervisor lo
友哥: seriously, want to promote me i don wan just the status SUPERVISOR i wan the SUPERVISOR PAY AS WELL.. if not JUS let ME GO..
I: WAH... not bad not bad...GOOD!

that was super inspirational n funny can.. den after which i went outside to do the accs stocks... write the price n all.. i ask Jac where to write ... her FAV phrase came...随便你,只要开心就好! thats like making laughing till me heads off.... den jessie keep wandering ard at the accs cases there and keep saying this earing nice... this wallet nice.. SHE"S HINTING FOR US TO GET IT FOR HER... den i pretend nv hear... 友哥 the victim was brought into this situation... jessie ask for PRESENTS.. 友哥 say ok lo.. provided less than 100... haha.. that was damn funny.. 友哥 was making lots of stupid comments den after jessie picked 3... 友哥 say he'll get the ChEAPEST AMONGST THE 3... whahha...
Jessie was commenting how nice 友哥 is n keep flattering him...like CRAZY... then after jessie say wan to woo 友哥.. that was funny..
友哥: 来世的来世吧!

that was super lame... hha jessie laugh till see teeth don see eyes... keke...
after that i was doing some serving of customers and all... jac say me pai mia... rotten veg these days.. INDEED! after i came back frm MC all not gd de... den no luck... sales also very bad lo...
JESSIE say me but like wat to do.... all don buy... unlucky me.. den i keep chiong sales lo... like some mad women.
after that meet RAy for BREak... was like super irritated.. couldn't get through LCEN line for over 10 to 15 mins... so is his Hp... i was so super irritated... until the ver last call i try... managed to reached him... ookies... went to eat... talk alot of crap.. den after that sit at the stone bench outside taka and talk abt personal issue... SUDDENLY seems very MOODY N SAD..aww...bid goodbye n went back to wrk

was again serving but no one buy... den our CUTE PEI YING SHOCK ME.. say 四o'clock... lame can wat CHINEsE or wat english.. or... haha tats lame... alvin n i was disturbing her evening the end sales is 六二月( 6 feb) thats like lame can.. she was pissed! haha
den the sunglass man came.... OH MY SUNSHINE.... haha BUT NV BUY.. today no sun so don c him buy lo... den DONALD CAME IN... QUACK* QUACK* which is real lame.. dress like a duck... shaped like a duck too... all these weird pple ard...lols...

after that i have nth to do den i do alteration all the way until closing lo...
counting $$$ n NICE FIGURES FOR MENS...
THANKS ARHS PY...

on the train we super stupid... take pics. was lame... all the way to marina bay.
den afterwards rebounce back... like we lame rite but i like.. haha can sit longer ma...
when near to city hall... alvin was asking pei ying to CLOSE UP... like stupid...
wat he meant was PY sit my seat when i alight at BISHAN... he uses CLOSE UP like taking pics sia... den nvm... very packed pple was almost falling...
that 2 HUMAN still can laugh... so INHUMAN HUMAN CAN....!!!!

den reach bishan they close up
....
saw my cousin... we talk n sit alll the way back home in our journey!
went home say MY DAD !!! super happy.. he's back frm his trip...
....
den i NOSE BLEED SUDDENLY...
WAH KAO...
....
stilll bleeding...
BLEEDING....BLEEDING....BLEEDING....BLEEDING....BLEEDING....BLEEDING....
BLEEDING....BLEEDING....BLEEDING....BLEEDING.... less BLEEDING.... less less BLEEDING.... lesser n lesserBLEEDING....

now nose block...

-_-"

2008-01-17T20:11:00.000+08:00

SIGHS...
screaMS... @#%%$^$^@#

ookies... watever.. i jus need silence...

cos its GOLDen...

Oh crap... thats it....

MOtionless... sighs

jus keep it to yaself...

TA DAH...****

2008-01-16T09:12:00.000+08:00

my GOODNESS SAKE...

i'm back to wrk!!!
yeah all my PEEPS thats awaiting for my rubbish...
BEAUTIES i'm coming...
i come a while den ltr all quit... where got the fun...
BUT NVM... i'll cherish all the time we had tgt...
i'm weak still so do help me these few days..
cannot really talk..

SIAN SIAN SIAN........
o level results coming hor...
u all must be now deciding wan to quit a not le...
CRIES*
i'm afraid that ltr i come back frm my study break...
i ONLY C DARREN!!!!
PAIN* @#$#%^!@#@^
DON SCARE ME...

I GOT WEAK HEART!!!

hahaha... eh pple... good luck for results eh...

2008-01-15T09:33:00.000+08:00

May i actually noe what has exactly happen?
Been MC for jus 2 days off frm wrk and so mani things has been happening...
Coming against all of u pple's way and so is mine too...
Reading linda's blog shocked by life out.. PY take it easy... no pt stress we are jus PT...

Was rather shock receiving ALvin sms in the morning at 8 when i woke up...
He said he want to tender and will leave end of this mth...
It Goes like this

"Cheryl, i gg to resign ehs. work till end of this mth. Linda and ws ask me to stay but Dunnoe wan or not"

hmmm... seriously getting such a msg frm u when i away frm work sounds really shocking and sad. but was happy that you look for advices b4 u quit. m very happy abt that and thats what u shld act do whenever u faced problems... ask and share it with us... we are willing to help. u may seem to be quiet all the time keeping all thoughts to yaself but i hope truely to share it wit all of us... as u noe now not many pple can gif u advice le... one by one have act gone. my advice to u is this... probably u ask urself y u wan to quit? or why u act look for a job?
If the reason is that u quit due to stress den Y Stress... we are jus partimers not full timers... not much commitment we have to make...but if u are really unhappy abt the job den i think u quit lo.. don leave regrets la.
If your reason to look for a job is to get $$$ to spend on personal use... den y not stay... u are earning a consistant amt of money.. spending all u wan and don have to ask ya mom for $$$ isn't that wonderful? thats one way of being independent...Or IF U WAN TO JUS SPEND time den i shld say don waste ya time n quit... seriously... the job alr SUCK how much more can u waste ya time...

but indeed though i donnoe u frm a start when i was in GREAT WORLD, i heard abt u... when i c u.. the first impression came to my mind was that prob u are not up for this job... Seriously... i must say... u seem to be lazy... m so sry to say that but yupps thats what i feel. However as the days goes by, when i'm actually back frm GREAT WORLD and wrking with u for quite some time... ur actions has changed my impression of u... u really take pride in the things that u do.. and most importantly u're not ashamed of being criticized and accept and improve... thats something that i hardly see a part timer will actually do esp for guys that i work wit mani so far.
Really... and thanks for all the Climbing that i asked u to do!!! lols....
seriously go think through wat exactly make s u wan to quit... or u wan to wait for ya results first before doing the first move..think abt it den probably gif me the ans when i c u...or gif us an ans... don be SWAYED BY OTHERS..TRUST URSELF AND MAKE A DECISION THAT U WILL NOT REGRET...

2008-01-14T17:33:00.000+08:00

GEEKS n SCcccRrrreaMms!!!

HEARD NEWS LA... pple quiting again!
F***
why like that... one by one jus go like that...
damn the head.. damn it. pls stp abusing ya authority n kill all of us pinned ALL DOWN.
have been working... lets c a yr n 1 mth plus... have made quite mani frends mani pple mani bonding an friendship being created.
BUT with that 1 action U gave...
such things has been totally n truely erased.. i don c the light that we always c in LEVIS...
no light but darkness...
work during CNY is totally impossible la.. we have families... i hope u have to. of cos office pple don have to worry ma... don have to wrk on the eve till the 5th day of CNY... we still have to come back...wats more store boy has to work with us... oh GOSH... pls treat us like humans pls..

jus because u're frm the revious low budget companies u don have to do the things to us ma... compared to them we are in a higher class.. of cos not the highest nut higher la... as what OUR 友哥said... do we have to follow the tradition all the way... it'll be the legend of levis.. so u pple will be hearing CNY songs out frm levis...财神到...财神到... HAPPY.. lets make it a tradition... a legend that we'll see... so all visitors come on down... KNS.. haha... come see the hell lots of craziness... wkaka...

heeren got news that karine, jason, kenji n sheng ting quitting... LLP almost all pple except the incharges.. taka only left YAO HUI(cos new ma...) the only FT n all PT... sian... wats more the gay guy andy frm bugis will most prob be our incharge... oh pls.. he's taking over JESSIE... oh NO.. it will be the worse tragic ever so all lets hold handsn PRAY... AMEN! i've pleaded jessie to stay over sms but she's relunctant... wan me to pay her 1 k per mth... i give another alternative with sofas n beds for her jus to stick n cashier due to her leg... thats why quit. den we all chiong sales... SHE SAY I NUTS!!! jessie me showing concern to u ok? lols.. was like darn funny msging her... i almost died laughing... oops..

ahahah... look at py blog.. i feel alot for her so gal if u wan to quit jus do it la... won keep u wit me lo... ya chioice...still young have not faced such big problems n this is ya first... i know u cannot take it so if u feel better jus quit lo... watever decision u make pls make sure that u'll nv have regrets n like the decision u've act made... there's more to learn more to come in life so jus hope that is an experience... a lesson to learn in working life.. cherish it n have no regrets thats the most impt thing... in OUR LIVES ,WE SHALL LIVE WITH NO REGRETS!!

2008-01-14T10:22:00.000+08:00

its my 3rd day of mc..
m still feeling no where better than before... by saying so makes me feel sad..
tmr is my stats test alr.. still haven study.
i've got no energy to even keep still for jus that while... alr feel like collasping..
tired really... i've truely worn out... totally worn out.. really donnoe what to say nia..

when i was awake this morning... everything was alright no pain.. no aches... don feel sick.
but i lose my voice.. i cannot talk... the phlaem in my throat causes me to shut for that moment. i want to speak up.. but stuck... so i intended not to attend sch as it really iritates me..
if i force myself to speak i'll feel like my throat hurts and can taste blood den cough my head will have a sudden shocking pain so decided to take mc.

taking mc is not a very good thing.
u'll tend to lose many of the precious time that u spend.. its really uncomfortable i can understand that...
oh god pls
bless me i wanna go SCH though i HATE SCH.........

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2008-01-13T13:55:00.000+08:00

m totally pinned down like nobody's business alr...

m sick... the sin seh say i gastric flu... no wonder i wake up like no fever nth.. jus feel like throwing up everything...

msg frm sin seh:
- eat liquid food...
- don't take in cold drinks esp cold milk( i think is bubble milk tea ps doc)
- if wan't to drink milo or coffee pls make it diluted... not so thick
- don't take in cold food... heat it up
- don take in fruits as yet!
- BEST DRINK SOUP ALL DAY!!!
- cannot eat don eat!!

hmm.. these are all the advice.. i followed having 3 meals ytd jus soup... 1st time nv say feel hungry wan supper.. nv say not enough.. my portion of food is 3 times lesser than before..
n guess what i lost 3 kg... like wow!!
but after that i think i'll gain back again...
i hope not... as me wan to be in gd shape.. GEEKS..lols

hmmm leader is down ytd n today n i think that all my diciples are all freaking out cos heard that ytd kana scolded by JEANIE!! pls lo pple... infront of such pple must act act abit... currently i've hear no wind... if have i'll tell u guys... so guai guai can.. hahha. but if u guys wan to really quit i'll nv stop u cos i can understand... as for me i'll stand till the end...thats what DARREN think too aahhaa...

SO GOOD LUCK PPLE FOR THE DAYS AHEAD...
be SMART n ACT SMART!!!